1:20am
Years ago, I would of never imagined this moment to be my moment.Ā Sitting on my bed, as a single mother, watching my child breath in and out as he sleeps.Ā I spent so many years imagining what my life would be like, forgetting to truly enjoy the moment as is.Ā If I could go back and tell my younger self, to loveĀ āmeā a little more...choose forĀ āmeā more than anyone else...and find happiness withinĀ āmeā more than in anyone else, so many things would of been different.Ā Ā
Reaching ultimate highs and low of lows, reminds you, that life will always have cycles, but differing your state of mind in the process is what is going to help guide all the obstacles ahead.Ā Remove the energies that do not serve you purpose and hold on to the ones that remind you where love and kindness are. Those are the ones that will keep you smiling and laughing, when life alone is tough.Ā Ā
Whether it is family, or people you choose to be given the opportunity to be apart of your world, make sure that they also choose you as well.Ā For the oneās that take that for granted, let them go with no ties.Ā Negativity is a weight no one should bare and not everyone is there to stay forever.Ā Grant yourself the opportunity to see past the hurt.Ā Circle back to loving yourself.Ā No one can fill your cup better than God and you can.
