Note to self. All those things you have planned for your day off are not likely going to happen on your day off. "What can I get you?" Yancey asked, "dinner, ice cream?" "A week off?" I tried. I don't think I work very hard. I am 3,000 times healthier than I was a year ago and still feel like the weakest person I know on days like these, which of course are decompression days or 'my day off'. Laying in bed at 2pm I stared up at Yancey..."I have a confession to make, I ate French toast with white sugar syrup today." "Oh Lisa," he shook his head,"you know aliens are not supposed to eat that!" I know. And when I feel like my head is in a vice, I can't move and I am crying for literally no reason all I can think is it is SO HARD to not upset the balance. Yancey always hopes to remind me these days are few and far between but today it feels like it is always like this. So brain knock it off. You can be a real jerk sometimes. And also, sorry I ate sugar yesterday and today, obviously it helps not a thing. #sugarkillsme #sensitive #alienliving #lostdays #decompress #dayoff #emotionalweek #notrealicecream #fibrofeelsforever #onatoughday #mindgames #hormones #reflecting #itwasapackedweek #poorsleep #pooreating #ouchhhh
