#alfrecht

I've only tried it a couple times. Didn't do much for me. Made Deadpool almost suffocate me, otherwise nothing.

That's a very large number for cell phone service.

I...fell a few payments behind

So now I have to pay those plus the 40 dollar reconnect fee

I am considering what I know of your life and fail to find the irony.

Thoughts roll through the cavernous expanse of brain

Filling the cracks and crevices like fiery rain

These memories rain down like lava and brimstone

Striking down confidence, security, and trust

Breaking down progress and leaving the pain alone

Corroding away comfort into a form of rust

The molten assault burst of scenes left behind

Searing liquid cutting deep ridges into the mind

The onslaught hails down with harsh tone

2. I’ve never purposely hurt myself. I’ve hurt the shit out of myself on accident a lot of times though!

8. I have done alcohol. I still have yet to do any other drugs including smoking a cigarette .

11. Fuck, playing fucking Undertale. That game is amazing.

17. I love my friends. I love them a lot and I appreciate them more than they think.

18. I dunno...anime probably. Or buying CDs. I have a lot of them.

19. I would just wish for all of my friends to be happy. Everyone seems really sad and bummed out lately.

25. Probably the worst thing that’s happened is I found my grandpa on the ground in our kitchen after he had had a stroke. That’s a story for another time.

26. I decided to pursue my career as a chef.

29. Failing that last PT test in basic.

33. I dunno, finally getting a girlfriend? That was a pretty cool day.

37. I wouldn’t say near death, so much as I just freaked the fuck out and didn’t know what was happening. I tried to do a backflip on a trampoline, landed on my head or something, slammed my head into my chest and knocked the wind out of myself and couldn’t breathe for a bit. It was an okay time.

42. Boy that’s a question. I guess I’m okay, but I wish I could help my friends out more. They’re going through tough times and I don’t know how to help. It’s got me really frustrated at myself for not being able to do more.

If I could ask one question;

Would you marry me please?

I’d even beg, get down on my knees.

It wouldn’t matter where we are,

Or if others were judging from afar,

My feelings for you are much too strong

So I’ll wait here patiently to prove them wrong

Even if you say no, the offer will stay

You could accept or decline, it will be your way

My fate and life could be so easily twirled

Is this dream really a dream?

Or is reality more than it would seem?

Is this life real, as believed?

Or is it a phantasm perceived?

Would it be known it is reality?

Or a nightmare of brutality?

Are these thoughts even mine?

Or are they cast from another line?

Is this fantasy from another lore?

Or is this another’s thoughts engaged in war?

But who could come up with such a past?

How could a world such as this even last?

If the world is as terrible as it would seem,