#aivivi

Like, why blame alters for being alters? You know how ALTERS are made? CSA. stop fucking kids. WE DONT HAVE TO BE NICE WE JUST HAVE TO STAY ALIVE. NO ONE HAS TO BE NICE AFTER WHAT THEY DID THEYRE DISGUSTING YOURE LUCKY YOURE LUCKY YOURE LUCKY YOURE LUCKY  YOU NEVER HAD TO DO THIS NEVER EVER. Suck my dick or get hit.. hmmm wonderful options, asshole. WHAT KIND OF OPTIONS ARE THAT FOR A KID. fuck you. Alters arent nice for a reason WE CANT BE NICE. thats the one way you get through this world. Sorry youre an idiot and didnt catch on to it, yet. Cunt. ITS NOT EVEN OVER. Everyday, cousin, dad. At least once a wek, and Uncle. FUCK YOU. YOU TRY IT YOU DO THIS SEE HOW NICE YOU WILL BE AFTER THEY FUCK YOU FOR NO REASON. Little kids ARENT SEXY .

I really don't living like this I don't enjoy being multiple It's not good and it's not easy and it's a lot more complicated than it should be  in my opinion. Everyone has limited time and deal with a lot. People haven't fronted in days, or longer. and the person we live with nowis terrible. She doesnt understandl even with a "real" explination she doesnt understand even if we get diagnosed she wont understand theres no where else we can live, we can live, with the man who raped us. yep, yep. fantasic idea, right. (Sarcastic) You can tell by the way he looks., he would do it again if the body wasnt as weird as it is. Not that that stops him, what he does when he thinks were "slepping" is disgusting. Hhahaha.  he took my pants off i was asleep on the couch what would happen if i did wake up .  Bro why would you take my pants off it doesnt make any sence? and why would you take the underwear down too THERES NO REASON. haha as if i dont hear you having sex loudly in the next room when you know i have no where else to go / how hard is it to fucking go to her house. you do it on purpose you pig. Thoguht you loved me. DONT LOVE ME LIKE THAT. i dont deserve it .  i dont deserve it at all. None of us do, at all, you're just a pig. Whats the point of living. Stay here, get blamed for stuff you cant control, go to a creepy man who will fuck you in your "sleep" . Hmmm, wonderful options! (sarcasm)  Fuckkkk whattts the pooooint no one will understand, EVEN ON TUMBLR, all the time, Kyah, Maggie, EVEN JUNE, calling you "fake" and stuff and blameing you for acting out WHEN YOURE RAPED. fuck you . this is a terrible life, no matter how you veiw it, isnt it. HAHA nice i have to see MY UNCLE THANKSGIVING. Same deal, fucking men will fuck you in your "sleep" anyways. MEN ARE DISGUSTING. you dont understand, you never will, so keep talking shit... whatever. i dont care. I dont care. I just .. you.. Well i just think we ALL deserve better than this.