so right. so. i sort of kind of owe you an apology. or something.
i had this. thing. this dream. nightmare. whatever. that like. well it started off as a dream. i was traveling, as i do. you, visited me, a lot? like. occasionally, maybe every couple months, but you would stay for. like. weeks. and i would show you places. and you seemed interested. and. it was nice.
but? then one afternoon. i think it was afternoon. might have been evening. the sun was setting i think. the sky was really pretty shades. and. we were sort of. sort of intimate-ish? and you just fucking. disappeared. i guess i touched something or something and you just. disappeared.
because apparently for fucking years you had been sending me clones? and the real you was too busy for me? and? it kind of hurt. its true, i mean, that i dont really belong in your life anymore, i guess, but it still fucking hurt.
so. thatâs all. thatâs why. but. i wonât restrict you from clone use. you can use them, if you want to. it is your signature move after all. and youâre already giving up living in konoha, for however long until you get tired of me, and youâre doing that for me, so, i canât really complain, or, ask anything else of you. so. im. sorry, for that. it was selfish. and stupid of me. and inconsiderate. and. yeah
you donât have to forgive me or anything. or even accept my apology. it doesnât really sound all that great. i was never good at apologizing.Â