@gumidachi You asked me if I had a blank template of the chart I have in my About Me. I also can't find the original link/post for it (I think it was on DeviantArt), but I did save a blank version. Note that the original is catered for characters and not IRL, but you could change the title if need be.
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idk how into games you are but there's this yandere visual novel called Where Eternity Sleeps and the character with the horror undertone reminded me of the overall vibe of this blog
I do enjoy visual novels and casual games, although it has been several years since I played anything… I looked into the one you mentioned. The art looks nice, and I hear praise for the writing and music. I am guessing you are referring to this character:
I see what you mean. He feels more unhinged compared to the other yandere character from the little I read. There is a sense of desperation and almost manic naïveté in his waiting, yet he seems somewhat passive in patience for his darling to come to him. He stalks, but perhaps puts them in the position of power to initiate. They have a shared history, and he appears to still cling to that past regardless of the main character’s memory or feelings towards him.
The knight character interests me as well. His love seems like the selfless, self-sacrificial sort. I also find that trait relatable.
Thank you for the recommendation! I might watch a playthrough or download the demo once I have access to my laptop.
Love as something you cannot escape from unscathed. Love as the sharp grip of claws into flesh, as the tender caress to the side of one's neck before the bite. Love as devouring, as cannibalism, as becoming. Love as violence. Love as religion.
Currently, I have three recommendations in order of preference. They are centered around fictitious serial killers with a theme of finding someone who truly understands and accepts you, bones, bloodshed, and all. The first two are also rather yandere-coded.
I can discuss any of these at length if anyone is interested, although I have not finished the last one yet. I think I focused on describing the writing and production design more than the plot and characters...
NBC Hannibal: This is three seasons of beauty. The writing is poetry, wrought with heavy metaphors and a degree of pretention. There is also careful attention to the details of the set design, costuming, and literally everything else that can be (and has been) analysed for years. The violence is grotesquely gorgeous, and the entire show has a surreal, dream-like quality to it that hollows you out and then settles in the pit of your stomach like a particularly evocative piece of art.
Also, Mads Mikkelsen is a talented actor (I can go into more detail about his work), and Hugh Dancy as Will Graham is absolutely stunning. As in aesthetically angelic. As in "I am no better than Hannibal Lecter in the way I get Stendhal syndrome looking at this man and feel the urge to paint him". I originally thought I was similar to Will Graham's character while first watching the show, but my darling said I was actually more akin to Hannibal despite never watching it. She was right, of course. All that aside, I highly recommend. In the words of Will Graham, "It's beautiful".
[As an aside, my new username has nothing to do with Hannibal, although I don't mind the association. I am referring to cannibalism as a whole.]
Strangers in Hell (Also known as Hell Is Other People): This is a Kdrama similar to NBC Hannibal in regard to the characters with the contained descent to madness of High Rise or Parasyte, visuals of The Shining, and the occasional thematic Breaking Bad-styled transitions. It has gorgeous coloured lighting, creative camerawork with the set design, and emotive acting (I am always impressed by Lee Dong-wook's acting range.). Highly underrated, in my opinion. And it is only ten episodes long, which if you are like me, you could binge-watch in one night.
Dexter: I started this show because an instructor of mine said that I reminded her of it/the main character. It could have simply been because I was in covered in human viscera and have a morbid enthusiasm and sense of humour, but he is relatable from what I have seen so far. It's quite funny, and the internal monologuing is reminiscent of American Psycho if you enjoy that narrative style. I hear that the plot gets strange towards the later seasons, however.
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did yk that jellyfish are so thin that they like diffuse oxygen and don’t need gills and that gills are lungs for fish but external and like… inside out ish? idk how to explain. and uh ur a cutie patootie respectfully >:3
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Yes, sea jellies are essentially giant semipermeable membranes! They don't breathe in the traditional sense and rely solely on osmosis. What a life. I kind of envy their lack of a brain. They aren't even aware that they are alive.
Flirtation can come in many forms, I believe. Indodumping is a love language, and I personally find it endearing. I can't say I would describe myself that way, but thank you.
Thank you very much. I believe I read somewhere that your DMs are closed. Would you like to receive the questions here as requests, then? I’d prefer to ask them gradually, if that’s alright with you, coming up with them randomly until I’m sure.
Regarding your question: I was interested in your personality type because of how you write about your own obsession. You seem very self-aware and emotionally reserved, if I’ve interpreted your content correctly. I enjoy analysing people and always approach it with respect, so you don’t have to worry about anything.
Yes, asks would be preferable and gradually is alright. I appreciate the thoughtfulness.
I see, well I am honoured to have captured your scientific interest then. I give you free reign to rummage through my psyche. You seem very refined and have exquisite taste in literature, if you don't mind me saying so (I believe you would enjoy Dostoevsky's Demons if you still have not read it. I actually prefer it over The Brothers Karamazov, although it's been many years since I have read the latter.).
Mr. Aidoneus, when was the last time you kissed your darling, if you don’t mind answering?
The last time I kissed my darling was year or so ago, I think. It was a summer evening in front of a park. She looked around and pulled my mask down (she is the only one with the audacity to do that and the only one I would forgive for it) to kiss me, quick and chaste: a goodbye before we parted. And then I pulled her closer and tasted her like a man starved because it wasn’t enough, it never is. She smiled fondly after. I always prolonged our parting, desperate and greedy as I am. I watched as she left. I didn’t know that would be the last time I kissed her, despite the impending sense of finality of that entire day.