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“Mike Snyder was the problem. He was two years older than Naomi and started hitting on her when she was about fifteen. Mike was something of a mythical figure around town. He had a reputation so thoroughly unearned that it defied reason, but there is almost no limit to what a person can achieve early in life when he has the total and unwavering support of a large and uncritical family. It's later that all turns back on you. But in his early years and in the Snyder view, Mike was an artist and interpretive dancer and brilliant musician. He was an immensely gifted child of God who must be given space and respect and freedom and money. Plus blow jobs. in Mike's opinion. Naomi held off for a while, but he was so earnest, so tortured and pleading and clearly screwed up beyond his family's ability to see, that she took pity on him. She knew it wasn't right, it wasn't how things were supposed to be, and looking back, she can't believe she was ever so passive. Why did she feel this weird obligation to him that she didn't feel to herself? But she did. They'd go through periods where things would heat up and cool down; there were times she thought she loved him, times she was pretty sure she hated hate, but most times she just felt vaguely bad for him. The kid was an imposter even if he couldn't come out and say it, and she wanted to make him calm down and leave her alone.”