#ah.young

I spent days wondering if you remember, If you felt your heart tug each moment Hearts gathered as one, But it was me who was foolish.  I still miss you but I couldn't bare to tell you these words myself.

Lost on life.

    How frustrating things must be for us.     A wish to just turn back time to simpler days.      People around us smiling and crying.      Passion in their eyes.      You must be wondering sometimes when your time is coming.      Be it today or tomorrow, it's unfaltering.      It's belated.     Remember those words I've uttered out.      The days are slow but they'll come by faster.      Happy days, just remember.      Day dream a little more.      And a wish will come true.      You are the only one.                          Sorry for the belated message.                          Sorry for being a coward.                         Sorry for being shy.                         Sorry for being this way.                          I hope you get it.                                                             10/10                                                                           --- but you don't really exist... 

Time is ticking and I won't be here forever. Tell me now before it's too late.

I'M SO FUCKING SCARED WHERE IS SCARLETT

Sorry, not this month. Not this day. It's my day and I refuse to bend backwards for you again like every single month.