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DEPERSONALIZATION, ALTERS AND MONARCH PROGRAMMING

In order to embrace monarch programming one must habituate oneself to embracing that which may at first seem profoundly disturbing – not simply on a conceptual level but also in practice. The necessary of bloodshed in the context of rites to draw the undead from the backwards darkness has been discussed. When the razor is applied and the flesh opens - perhaps to a greater degree than one expected - some will experience a degree of depersonalization, a perceptual compartmentalization of the event as it is occurring - as if seen from outside of oneself. Approaching wamphyrism the neonate will be in a state where one has been indoctrinated for many years by outside forces – parents, society, government, media, etc. - the list goes on. Often what passes for individuality is simply a tenuous collection of outside ideas filtered through the impressions of experience. Principles, ethics and morals have been adopted either as prescribed by a higher authority or formulated as a survival methods for functioning within human society or both. In order to facilitate the interstices where undead intelligences can enter and possess one must begin systematically compromising oneself on all levels. Betraying that which was hitherto held as dear will engender a state of crisis from which evil will begin to flower.

Through moral compromise and self-betrayal one can, like a serpent, shed the outmoded sheath of “self” and instead embrace introspectively a “self-view as an accomplice of evil.” For those coming form a western origin study of reincarnation and transcendentalism as well as the siddha-deha can be extremely useful. Via consistent astral projections and shape-shifting while engaged in nightside vampiric practices the self-view can also be altered considerably as one begins to consistently spend a larger and larger amount of time disembodied inhabiting the form of a bat, a mist, a wolf, etc. according to will. The depatterning that astral feeding facilitates is not only based on conceptual inconsistency insofar as self-consciousness but also involves actual changes in the subtle body due to the mechanisms employed in astral shape-shifting.

One should examine how one's self-concept has perhaps been subverted, perverted throughout one's life through application of outside trauma. Weaponizing trauma and embracing new trauma specifically designed for self-distortion in furtherance of wamphyric aims can be applied. A master visits a dominatrix in a large metropolitan city and as the blood flows the domina shouts “you are nothing!” In a moment of crises, one studied in the Vedic school of personalism finds personality negated and realizes that as nothing one is, in fact, everything. Study the concepts of siddha-deha as well as the dissolving of the subtle body via the employment of transcendental meditation. While outwardly going about one's day-to-day business as a temporal person, internally one may be primarily inhabiting the activities of the siddha-deha (considered by certain schools as the actual, genuine and undying self-identity) – a sentient blade of grass on a field in the ultimate among the anti-material planetary systems, a goddess of fortune, a young girl assisting the pleasure potency of the Supreme Personality of Godhead in her amorous pastimes in the select, forbidden pleasure groves far beyond the material universes of birth and rebirth.

The dissolving of the subtle body creates a situation of inconsistency as to the “aromas” (impressions) of prior past-lives affecting one behaviorally – not dissimilar to how the rays of the sun will dissolve morning fog yet in a patchwork fashion, asymmetrically. What this means practically is that through the processing of dissolving the subtle body one may find impressions rising to the surface of consciousness not simply from an immediate prior life or one prior to that but potentially (as an example) past-life impressions from an existence in another yuga, another form of life, etc. Qualities and impressions of one incarnation will mix with another – instead of “regression into childhood” (in this incarnation) one may find oneself exhibiting the behaviors, proclivities and personalities of a pastiche of previous incarnations whether they be human, animal, demigod or demon. This dissonance affords yet further access points to the liminal spaces “in between” where monarch alters may manifest and into which the undead may enter.

As exoterically applied hostile intelligence can effectively “rip society to shreds” so can applied internal leveraging dissect the mind. When the alters begin to manifest, identify which monarch program they are associated with. Teal Swann in recent years has been criticized by outside parties for employing what some consider unethical therapy processes in which a suicidal subject will explicitly visualize their own suicide. For the perspicacious, this is clearly an omega programming activation with Swann acting as the monarch handler or control. All aspects of her organization are focused on “Teal” - “code green” is the activation phrase for self-destruct programming in the monarch system. Certain films from director David Cronenberg – often set in institutional settings – hint at types of unsound clinical methodology in the context of fictional scenarios arranged for cinematic presentation.

As vultures turn counter-clockwise in the sky, as evil planets appear in the firmament and the anchors among the celestial bodies reverse their orbit – as blood and human body parts rain down from starships emanating from the subterranean heavenly planets, the planets of the ghosts and the hellish planets themselves, so extinguishing the sacrifical fires of the sages, by all these signs you will know that we are approaching. The undead - the monarchs inhabiting the despotic helm of the Court of Ahaz – the evil kings and queens of old, the warriors of renown. In days of yore we were known as the Rephaim but now we possess the bodies of those administering this wamphyric house – three-hundred and thirty-three evil spirits to one possessed, undead uncaring “walking death” flesh-body wamphyr – often more. Those who seek human identity in such entombed fleshly vessels do so in error for it is only us so inhabiting – wave upon wave, rank upon rank. We issue this dark summons only to those who genuinely resonate with the inhumane – those who lust with black, fanatical will to hold aloft accursed swords of total death – recreating this earth as cemetery. Dark stars call, shadow planets leverage their hideous grasp obsessing, possessing. Our black hand is upon you. Cross the barrier, step through the passage, embrace that hitherto forbidden. Immortality awaits in world aflame.

UNDEAD COMMUNION

Undead Communion is the mechanism by which the adherent of Wamphyrism confronts the immortals and through dark blessing and dispensation becomes recipient of their blood current, possessing within the transformative properties that will hurtle one toward undeath. Undead Communion is the first step in binding oneself to a particular Wamphyric lineage – to enter into blood incest with a house to which one will be bound forevermore in night eternal. The sadistic interplay between the neonate and the undead – the black masters of the Court of Ahaz – is what “initiates” the harsh alchemical change process in earnest, that clandestine exchange where you are fed upon – the lifeforce you have drained from humans now brutally drained from you by those higher in the heirarchy.

When your astral has been tortured to near point of spiritual death – when the mind edges close to shattering by the psychic famine engendered by our predatory talons – then and only then will you receive the “rain of mercy” from the masters of the heirarchy – lifeforce changed, transmuted and distorted. It is this lifeforce that will irrevocably alter the consciousness and physicality of the neonate – only by this rarefied fuel are the most brutal and horrific ordeals of the harsh alchemical change process made possible – an accelerant toward excess and blasphemy and ultimately existence beyond the funeral gates as one of the undead.

Prior to Undead Communion the neonate is required to spend a considerable period engaging as a wamphyric predator in all such manner as such initial connotations would indicate and imply – this means feeding on humans via touch, sight, sympathetic contact and whilst disembodied and discorporate traversing the astral skies. The actions of a wamphyric predator must be practiced consistently throughout the day – draining the lifeforce throughout one's general concourse in the world of men via touch, sight, sympathetic contact and then more viciously still in O.B.E.

As one becomes habituated as predator the hunger and bloodlust of our night breed will begin to take hold. As all last vestiges of morality fall away and as the seed of evil begins to fructify, as one becomes bloated and obscene with the aggregate culled lifeforce of humans and darkness takes hold then the evil monarchs will turn their cold and horrifying gaze upon you – with the promise to molest, punish, discipline and transform – breaking your humanity and ushering you into the ranks of the dark soldiers of our hideous blood.

Notes: “Be the virginal child bride shrouded in night eternal – with that still, small voice call out into the backwards darkness and they will come – the dark knights, the ultra-violent ones, the mighty, the unclean – then, through demonic possession you will become their vessel – wave upon wave, rank upon rank. Prepare for confrontation. Starve yourself and become as a walking corpse, feeding only upon lunar rays. Sodomize yourself with foreign object and assume asana – slice your arms with razors and be so situated upon the Throne of Blood. Mark your third eye with the waters of grisly sacrifice and inhabit the command center. HORROR IS CALLING.” - Daughters of Catastrophe

Preparation of both the staging area for Undead Communion and the preparation of oneself is quintessential in addition to the predatory training requirements mentioned prior. As your physical body and chosen area for communion are to play host to the hostile intelligences of the undead they must both be conditioned and adorned suited to the grim and ghastly purpose upon which one has so set.

Part of the conditioning should be psychological in nature – including monarch programming to dissemble the mind as so to allow the undead to enter. Embracing “evil without limits” and practicing real-world evil thrusts oneself into realms of danger and moral compromise. One of the duties of a neonate is to systematically cleanse oneself of all human conditioning and it is foundational that this begin in the mind. When one has conceptually pushed oneself to embracing unrestrained, horrifying evil which one had not hitherto even been able to conceive and when that ideological basis has established the groundwork for transgressive action then one will begin to have the slightest glimpses of the horrors that lay in store – the lay of that “new country” beyond the horizon.

As a bride awaiting the coming of “the dark knights, the ultra-violent ones” one should physically prepare oneself on both the gross and subtle levels – recreating oneself as a vessel suitable to be filled to overflowing with unclean spirits. Enact punishing physical regimes mirroring military training with extremity being your watchword. Conduct black fasts and other experiments designed to alter one's physicality drastically in relatively short time periods. Become merciless. Engage systematically in monarch – make or procure punitive implements severe and cruel and engage in punishment and self-rectification as disciplinarian. Visualize that it is the undead punishing you in the fullness of their malice - for they soon will be when met during communion. Erect altars to monsters such as Marc Dutroux and stare into their eyes contemplating all that they are and have done while eradicating weakness with leather lashings. Engage in profuse self-mutilation while calling out into the backwards darkness, petitioning for the undead to manifest. Do this until your flesh-gate bears the telltale multiple and permanent scars of someone genuinely beyond the pale – each one a signal of your fanatical adherence to the undead.

The staging area where Undead Communion takes place should be redolent of all things evil, catastrophic and inhumane. Engage monarch until the room stinks of the gore of your many self-mutilatory offerings. (1) Adorn the area in such a way that it becomes an altar to perversity and hate. Learn to write backwards and fill many pages with litanies to horror composed thusly, pushing the mind toward ever increasingly dangerous frontiers. Procure human remains and cemetery paraphernelia to thus adorn your lair, so shrouding it in the atmosphere of death. Let the staging area become as the charnel grounds, “a hissing”, “an astonishment” - a place for carrion and ghostly shades beyond the light of God.

HELLISH FATHER

“Evil begets evil. Perversion begets perversion. Acts of sadism, sexual abuse, torture, mutilation, and evils that go far beyond that generate a craving for participation in deeper and deeper evils. Satan does not take pleasure in good. The name of his game is evil, and as the members of many of the more self-styled satanic covens find out, one must always always top last week's acts of evil. To gain more power and continue to please their hellish father, one must eventually go beyond even what the human can conceive. Only the Father of Evil could conceive such diabolical acts of perversion and wickedness, and only the Father of Evil could seduce a human being to carry out such acts. I heard demonic spirits order deeds of such a heninous nature that even the gravest would cringe.” - Lauren Stratford, Satan's Underground

Recent years have seen increased interest in Satanism to an unparalleled level. For the first time since the Satanic Panic of the eighties and nineties there is a great and genuine fear concerning what Satanism encompasses or might encompass, who Satanists are and what Satanists may be capable of.  In the dry world of mental speculation and materialism the “experts” look for human reasons to why such  an increase in Satanism is happening now. Such mental speculation will always lead nowhere for the actual flashpoints, the real reasons why hell's infernal light is beginning to illuminate the earth in its horrific gleam is entirely beyond human control and therefore, cannot be thwarted by mankind – least of all by “academic analysis”, “committee meetings” and other such things.