Tag! Say ten things about yourself then send this to ten of your favorite followers! :)
1. Iām starting to notice little changes in my body that show signs of aging, like unsteady hands and deteriorating eyesight, and itās not fun. I mean, itās definitely not enough to worry about right now, but just the fact that itās happening even in the slightest is bumming me out.
2. I have trouble communicating with people, I guess. I donāt show enough emotion. Iām not exactly sure why I do it, but Iāve heard it from all my girlfriends, both current and previous. Iām apparently too rational and it bothers them, sometimes a lot. It gives me a weird feeling, because my rationality convinces me that Iām doing right, but when Iām told itās not what I should be doing, Iām not sure what to think, whether my understanding is flawed or the understanding of the person criticizing me is flawed.
3. Iām too used to going day by day with little to no money. It sucks because Iām not feeling compelled to do more about it. Like, I have a job, but at minimum wage there are probably plenty of jobs I could get that would pay more and be closer to what I enjoy doing. I need to stop being content with so little. I should convince myself that I deserve the best, and do something about getting it.
4. Iāve discovered that a thing that infuriates me is when someone attempts to convince me to do something by saying ābe a man.ā I donāt even want to get into this. Just donāt do it to me.
5. Iām too content with being on my own. I mean, I enjoy company a lot, but I donāt take on solitude with a bitter demeanor. Itās pretty easy for me to occupy my full attention on little tasks that donāt require much thought, like cleaning my room or playing guitar, or even too much thought, like building a Magic deck or editing a video.
6. I sleep with, I guess, five pillows total. I think it helps me sleep easier to have a pillow to hug, and one on each side of me. I donāt sleep with a pillow on my head anymore, though. I got used to doing that because I had a turtle in my room for a summer and his heat lamp and running water would keep me up at night unless I had a pillow on my head to block out the sound and light. Iām good now, though.
7. I think I look weird, which is why I make stupid faces in a lot of photos. Iām not sure exactly why I think this. I mean, I know Iām not bad looking, I just donāt think Iām too good looking. I have odd features. Maybe itās just that everyoneās critical of themselves, though, cuz who else would see all their own flaws more than themselves.
8. I kind of have a phobia of smelling bad. Like, Iām not sure how serious it is, but if someone were to tell me I smell bad, Iād feel offended and Iām not sure why. I put plenty of effort into smelling nice, and Iām not even sure why I worry about it because it hasnāt happened yet. Maybe itās because there are people Iāve thought naturally smelled bad, and Iād just be really upset if I were to find out I came off as that way.
9. Iām a total mamaās boy, and I even try to get my friendsā moms to like me. Same thing with the smelling bad thing; if I were to find out that someoneās mom doesnāt like me, I ā¦ I wouldnāt know how to react. Iād probably take it personally and be upset for the rest of the day.
10. Iiiiiiiiiii need to hurry up and get started on going to a gym. The problem is that my body isnāt bad, but then again itās not great either, and I feel like I have a lot of potential to have an amazing body. Thereās just no immediate reason that jumps at me to make me feel compelled to make that change. I just know that on the surface my body looks okay, but thereās probably a lot going wrong on the inside thatāll slow me down later on. So yeah, I oughta exercise.Thank you for askingggg. I hope you donāt mind my lame āsoul-searchy and weirdā thoughts.
