“now i’ve got something i want to protect. it’s you.” Also leaves this here from zenos,
howl's moving castle sentence starters. / @aetheryic
a lover's words, and too sweet for her taste. tsuyu's mouth curls in old habit--though she likes to think she's making good progress in diluting her bitter crone's heart down into something softer for gosetsu's sake, the presence of zenos galvus (yae no longer, she supposes, from what news has come to doma in the time since she's become tsuyu) makes all her old wounds flare: including the deep sorrow of a young woman unloved by all in the world, even her only patron. zenos' clear disinterest in a woman who could not fight him had been better than what she was used to. better than her brother's torment, her husband's drunkenness, her father's resentment.
but the cruelty rises too, unbidden, at seeing his face after all this time. the emptiness in his eyes, not unlike her own. "protect?" tsuyu spits the word, her white hair blowing gently in the wind. her heart hammers in her chest, old fears rising up, but gosetsu stands in the distance. tsuyu knows he would never let zenos hurt her. "perhaps this is the tale you spun to your new eorzean compatriots to gain their trust. but i know the truth of who we are, and the monstrous sickness we carry." she turns her face away, as if disgusted, but mostly it's grief, her mouth a tight line of distress. once, zenos was the most powerful man she knew, and cowering behind him was the safest place she could possibly be, but now? where is his armor, his sword, his cutthroat demeanor? worse, what is he thinking about her? white hair, no makeup, a practical traveler's outfit. pathetic, both of them.
"if you're thinking about assisting with the assassins after my bounty, then do not. garlemald is a ruin, now; those men are merely desperate for money. and gosetsu will continue to cut down however many desperate garlean bounty hunters as he must." she levels her sharp eyes at him. "i doubt you capable of the same. nor do you have any sway in your homeland anymore. we are both traitors to our nation, after all, and have been disposed of as such. it must pain you so." but tsuyu does pity him, and her words aren't entirely mocking. does he have his own gosetsu, she wonders? could he stomach the indignity of being loved, as she has? it's difficult to imagine him so.