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1. for any fandom (for ur ask game!)
ehehe thank u ahsjd
1. the character everyone gets wrong
listen i have soooooo many possible answers to this question (viktor nikiforov & yuuri katsuki, astarion, gansey, steve harrington) but i think it surprises no one to hear i take the most umbrage w interpretations of maia drazhar that don't interact with his internal conflicts other than his anxiety and flinch responses. maia has a bitterness in him, and an anger, and a great chillāand the real triumph is that he fights those impulses every second, and very often wins that fight! and personally, that's where the core of his character and his story are, and why they're so important. bc we all have bitterness and anger and dark corners that rise up to vie for predominance, and it's so hard to remember that those voices aren't us, and that they don't make us bad for the fact of their existence. nor is there such a thing as inherent goodness, because Kindness is a moment to moment choice, and it's often a hard one!! i pitch this book to ppl as a story about kindness as praxis for a reason.
a lot of rhetoric, however, reduces maia to an uwu cinnamon roll! and to me that is just so reductive lmao, like that guy wouldn't enjoy that assessment of his character either ahdjfjd
okay i descend from my soapbox now, thxx srry <<;
š„ make me choose violence š„
aestianĀ replied to yourĀ post:Ā Tumblr, itās my birthday today and Iām tired and...
happy happy happy birthday, iām so glad things are going well for you.
dtriadĀ replied to yourĀ post:
happy birthday! <333
xenoarcanaĀ replied to yourĀ post:
Hey, happy birthday!
relenaclubĀ replied to yourĀ post:
happy birthday! :D
THANK YOU ALL, YOUāRE THE BEST. It was a tough year but a good one! Iām excited for everything the next one brings!
dark knight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dark knights are goth troubadours and I Love Them.
skywalkers, fire emblem, mother mother, also a bunch of jewelry which seems like a weird thing to say but its true
also a very solid answer. I donāt wear too much jewelry on a day to day basis because of my work (anything other than earrings is probably a hazard on site) but I do love it and being as gaudy as possible on the weekends. WITCH FASHION FOREVER.Ā

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xenoarcanaĀ replied to your postĀ ādeath cw, suicide cwā
ā„ ā„ I'll be thinking of you today.
noregretzkysĀ replied to your postĀ ādeath cw, suicide cwā
Thinking of you ā„
marmolitaĀ replied to your postĀ ādeath cw, suicide cwā
*hugs*
aestianĀ replied to your postĀ āHi. Just want to remind you I am here if you ever need me. And that I...ā
<3
thank you, everybody ā„ it ended up being a good day. dreadfully sad, but good. your best wishes and thoughts helped a lot.
Hi. Just want to remind you I am here if you ever need me. And that I am very grateful to know you. I'm thinking about you and your family today. God bless you all.
ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø thank you friend. I think weāre all doing as well as we possibly can be, but itās been hard, you know? but weāre doing our best and at least we somehow managed to take work/school off at the same time so weāre all together in a place that means a lot to us (the beach) tonight and all tomorrow. my brother wrote that this beach was his favorite place in all the world/we all unanimously decided to scatter his ashes here, so this is where he feels the closest.
and esp. thanks for all your good thoughts and kind words all of this last year. I know Iāve had a dark time and people donāt often know what to say when someone is dealing with grief and suicide so I canāt tell you how much they helped. youāre a good soul, Rachel. Iām so happy to be friends.
xenoarcana replied to your post:it was wonderfully nice pre-birthday day today so...
Chuck Tingle is truly a gift to society
AN INSPIRATION TO US ALL.
I know he already has son jon but I want chuck tingle to be my dad
aestianĀ replied to your postĀ ādo you guys ever do something lowkey stupid on an impulse which isnāt...ā
wow i think you probably deserved to impulse buy a 4 dollar cappuccino
ITāS BEEN A REAL WEIRD WEEK HERE, RACHEL. a (mostly) good one but weird as hell. I came home friday night and passed out for 13 hours because even my body was like,Ā āokay kid. time to be done with this nonsenseā.