#aesclepius

Me finding out that a good review was basically an offering to Asklepios 💚

working through Chakras, Manifestation + invoking Aesclepius & Hygeia

My personal interpretation and work.

I was in trance the whole time.

GET TO KNOW ME;;

how would you describe yourself  ?

I NEVER KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THESE like my first inclination for an answer is “lame” and my second is to turn to someone else and just ask lmao.    but i should probably take this seriously,  SO !!   okay.   i would say some of my best qualities include my empathy and compassion.   i’ve been described as being nice to a fault  ;   i can kind of be a pushover a lot of the time lmao.   it’s probably incredibly easy for people to take advantage of me because the thought of people being annoyed with me or angry with me or anything like that just makes me too anxious and sick rifp.   so i try very hard and work very hard to make sure i’m basically doing everything right.   

but  !!!   i’m also good at listening to people,  i think.   a lot better at listening than,  like …  offering advice  ?   like more than anything it matters to me when people feel like they can come to me with anything,  it matters to me here,  it matters to me with my friends,  and it matters to me at work,  as a shift leader.   on the other hand,  i’ve been known to be  TERRIBLE  at reacting lmao.   at least i think that about myself,  nobody’s ever really called me out on it but i just know.   people have called me crying and then i never know what to say,  ever,  and i feel so bad about it lmao because i’m like aaaah i have nothing to say that will make it  better.   i’m just not good at emoting either.   i remember when i first got my dog and my parents were like  ‘u good?’  bc i just didn’t really react but on the inside i was like literally crying bc lil doggo  !!!!   

i’m also like …  actually a perfectionist rifp.   which is both a good and bad thing,  honestly.   bad because things take me  forever  to do because i’m never satisfied but when i actually get things done the way i want it to,  it’s like a Good thing.   sometimes that turns into me being a bit of a control freak though.   like,  at work,  i guess i’m very much a Do-er  ?   like i see something that needs to be done and i’ll just do it but then i don’t delegate tasks very well because i’m just like i can do this  !!!   it’s fine  !!!   but then i overwhelm myself.   also 9 times out of 10 i’m the reason why the closers at work get out late because there i am fucking scrubbing the sink down because there’s gross shit that won’t come off,  or here i am sweating like a pig mopping the floors when everyone else can get it done and have it be Acceptable in moments because i see spots and i’m like fuck this needs to Go.