#adukt

It's crazy how life works I cried this morning literally broke down in tears because im struggling in two classes with the same professor. I feel like a failure and I know from reading about non verbal learning disability the older we get the harder school and work is. It scares me that I could be a statistic to fall in to a major depressive mode and or drugs it also scares me that I may end up like my mother a failure which I can not let happen. What I think is the most frustrating thing is that im a junior with my tutors help, who no longer can help me I made it to my junior year. But now that im in my junior year im doing horribly and realizing that even if I get a degree in social work I don't think I will even enjoy it ! The flip side to my day is that I emailed the dean of my program she gave me to another dean of some sort of liberal arts program and I have an apt with that I set up as well as with my psychologist and also received an e mail for a really cool job interview offer !