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Stylized Portrait by adrhaze
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I found these at a shop near by and i kinda thought of you three
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You’re being too hard on yourself! I know the feeling of wanting to do so much but not feeling capable so I end up doing way too little. Just focus on learning and having fun and the rest will follow. Sometimes pressure can be a killer!
Too true! I’m not even kidding, literally every summer I tell myself “this is the summer vacation in which I launch a comic!!!” which is just...an insane amount of pressure to put on myself. This is the last long summer vacation that I’ll ever have, too, so my brain is being extra annoying: “if you don’t produce anything now, it’ll NEVER happen”.
Rationally, I know that you’re totally right and that this kind of thinking is counter productive and kills any and all joy drawing and developing characters gives me (lately, I can’t even think about my characters without feeling anxious). Not to mention that it’s complete nonsense: I know that there are plenty of people who have jobs and very little free time, who still manage to draw tons of stuff and make comics. Unfortunately, there seems to be a disconnect between the rational part of my mind and what I actually do/feel.
I do know that when I was 15/16, I decided I didn’t want to go to art school and I started seeing art purely as a hobby, which (much to my surprise) led to me enjoying drawing a lot more than I did before. So maybe, in order to give myself a chance to actually make comics at some point, I should “give up” on the idea that I will make a comic at some point...and try to be OK with the thought that I may never do it...!
Thank you very much for your reply, I have a lot to think about!
Shout-out to adrhaze/ adrprose for posting some good tunes!
adrhaze replied to your post:I have two job interviews this week, one tomorrow...
What kind of jobs? If I may be so nosy :>
Of course! The first interview is for a job as graduate teaching assistent (studentassistent), which is the job I really, really want because it's challenging and relevant to my education! The other job is postman for PostNL: if I don't get the GTA job, at least I'll hopefully have that job for a little extra money. Doesn't look as good on my CV though, haha.
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adrhaze replied to your post: I watched the Hannibal pilot, and was pleasantly...
Haha its pretty enjoyable! Hannibals actor is quite amazing. Just put Hannibal under saviour if youre concerned :P I still think Sherlock is a fantastic show. Nothing ruined if you dont let it be!
Ahaha yeeeah I mentioned that to someone last night, may have to do so. Of course, tumblr savior only works if people tag their shit. I have every conceivable form of Supernatural keyworded, and my dash is still covered in it :| But yes, Hannibal's actor is very interesting. I get a nice creepy, threatening vibe off of him that's legitimately disturbing.
Hydra, one of my oc....heavy ispired by Adr!
This is a chibi version of the magnificent monster of Adrhaze, if you dont know her, you should!
Adr, if you see this....i love you!