It was a beautiful night, the snow had just began to fall. It as a little late for a white christmas but you still were still entranced by the beauty of it all. The only thing you were missing was your boyfriend to lay next to you in front of the fireplace. As cliche as it was it was all that you wanted. You had to settle for watching him on end of the year shows. All you could think of was how amazing he looked on screen. You could see why everyone loved him so much. The way he moved and smiled was even too much for you. You sighed and went to make a cup of hot chocolate, if your boyfriend wasn’t there to warm you up one of your favorite drinks would. After getting your drink you returned to your couch and saw that the boys were done with their set. You turned off the tv and picked up the book that Jimin gave you for christmas. When you had bought their latest album you had gotten a Jungkook photocard, which made Jimin upset because you gushed over it. You could only say everyone loves him so why wouldn’t you. He made you use it as a bookmark in hopes that it would get worn and crinkled but you took good care of it much to his dismay. As you flicked through the pages you saw headlights shine through your window.

“ Who would be here at this hour..?” you wondered aloud. Wrapping a blanket around yourself you moved to the door to see who would be coming. Before you could reach for the handle the doorknob twisted and a click sounded showing that the lock had been opened. Stepping back you were a bit nervous to see who would be coming in.

“Man it sure is cold.” a voice said before opening the door. You almost dropped your hot chocolate which you took with you. “Hey babe!” he said excitedly. All you could do was stare at him. “Y/N? Are you okay? Oh I left the door open let me close it so you don’t catch a cold.” He rambled.

“Jimin…” you started “Jimin are you actually here right now..?” you finished in shock. His charismatic smile spread over his face “ I wanted to surprise you, we pre recorded our performance so I got off early” he said. Your eyes started to blur as you felt tears coming up. Putting down your cup you began to rub at your eyes to not show him your tears.

“Y/N don’t cry, aren’t you happy that i’m here?” He asked while cupping your face in his hands.

“Of course , I just wasn’t expecting it.” You said while pouting. He looked up and smiled,” It seems we forgot to take this decoration down.” Your eyes followed to where his were to see mistletoe hanging from the ceiling. You gave a slight giggle and closed your eyes. You felt him get closer until there wasn’t any room left between you. His lips were so soft that they felt as if you were touching cotton candy. He slowly pulled away but your eyes remained closed. Every kiss he gave you seemed like the first. Your heart couldn’t take it. Jimin took your hand gently and moved you two to the couch. Grabbing the blanket on the back of it he wrapped it around the two of you. You two were so close that you felt his breath tickling the nape of your neck. You leaned back as he enveloped you in his arms. This was home and it as everything that you wanted. The fire was crackling blissfully in the background. It felt like the picture perfect movie scene. His hands found yours as he rubbed small circles in them. He told you of his day and you told him yours. It was moments like these that made you fall in love again. Park Jimin was indeed the warmth during the winter night.  

This isnt an update this is more of me trying to explain how I feel about bts. I have never loved a group like them before and they all work so hard. They’re all put under so much pressure though and they’re feelings are important but they go by ignored. Jins birthday is on the 4th and I have barely seen anything to commemorate it while Tae already has birthday countdowns and his is on the 30th of December and Jin works so hard he wanted to be an actor and had to learn how to dance. No one gives him enough credit. Jimin and J hope are so bubbly and they sacrifice they’re happiness to make sure others are happy. Jimin diets himself so hard because he lost his abs. His abs don’t even define him and it pisses me off that he does it for us. Not really us but the “armys” who think he needs his abs. J hope is so slept on. He raps so well and barely anyone is excited by it. Everyone asks when is Suga dropping the mixtape? but people forget that J hope is releasing one too. I feel like no one is excited for it. Suga constantly misses his family, the others obviously do too but we’ve seen how close he is with his family, he always wants to mention Daegu. Suga also faced hardship because he was an underground rapper and turned into an idol. That was probably really hard on him. Jungkook is a kid and people sexualize him. I dont care if you say hes an adult now but its just wrong people even did that before he was an adult. Hes full of so much pressure especially since hes the “golden maknae” it must be very burdensome. At least now we’re seeing more of his kid side. Hes making more funny faces and acting goofy like he should hes a kid. V has such a beautiful voice and many people don’t acknowledge it. During the lives he screams into the mic even though we all know thats not how he sings. He covered a song with J hope and it brought me to tears because hes that good. I dont know if people should continue to call him 4D I know its a “joke” but I dont know if he likes it but then again I have no backings to say if he does or doesn’t. Rap Monster gives me so many mixed feelings. Yes he has been problematic before and he has made some mistakes but he doesnt deserve to feel the way he does. Hes so lonely. He wrote one of the new songs on the album called Whalein52. Theres a whale that is the loneliest animal on the planet because it can’t communicate with others of its species because it speaks at 52 Hz while most whales communicate at 25 Hz. Hes writing about loneliness. Hes said his ideal date was just a regular date and that he wants that type of love because he’ll never have it. Please love Bts. They always try to put a smile on our face and we should do the same. As armys its our job to make the boys know we love them. Sorry for my rant. -Admin Skates

You tiredly made your way up your flight of stairs and into your apartment. You had to work double shifts since your friend had gotten sick during the middle of hers. Unlocking your door you let out a sigh of relief.

“Finally,” You mumbled while kicking off your shoes. You turned and relocked your door heading to your bedroom. You were too tired to turn on the lights, causing yourself to trip over multiple objects strewn across your bedroom floor.

 “I’ll have to clean this mess tomorrow.” You said while flopping down onto your bed. You closed your eyes with a smile finally feeling at peace to be awoken by a piercing beeping noise. You jolted up trying to find the sound of the horrid beeping keeping you from your sweet, sweet, sleep. You looked onto your ceiling seeing that it was your fire alarm going off.

“Why!” You yelled while making your way out of your apartment successfully dodging everything you fell over earlier. You closed your door to turn and be blinded by flashing lights and an even louder blaring sound. You had to choose between covering your eyes or your ears and seeing as you didn’t want to fall down the stairs you chose the latter. You opened the door to your apartment complex seeing a flood of people waiting outside. Most of them were wearing annoyed and tired faces. You found a spot on the sidewalk that was remotely void of people and sat. You were too exhausted to deal with this and everyone else seemed like they were too. You closed your eyes trying to rest a little bit because you knew it would be a while for the fire truck to get here and declare the building clear. You were close to being asleep only to hear yelling at the top of their lungs. You pinched the bridge of your nose annoyed but you decided to ignore the person. You were doing a fairly good job at ignoring it until it decided to get louder and louder. At first you thought it was the person screaming louder but you soon realized it was actually them getting closer. You wanted to get up and move away but it was too late, as the figure had plopped down next to you.

“Ah I forgot my shoes.” The person had said. You looked at them about to ask them why they were screaming so late at night but just stared at him instead. He caught you looking at him and began to wipe his face.

“Is there something on my face?” He asked as he wiped his face even more vigorously. You shook your head and felt your face heat up from embarrassment. He cocked his head to the side confused. You pointed at his chest and his legs. He looked down and quickly covered himself as you turned away from him. He wasn’t wearing any pants or a shirt, just boxers. You realized that you still had your work jacket on and shrugged it off. You stared at it before turning back around and thrusting it at the person. He gladly took it and smiled at you.

“Thank you.” He said. You smiled at him shyly about to turn back around.

“I’m Hoseok.” He started “My friends call me J-Hope, but you can call me your hope.” He finished.

You couldn’t help but laugh at how ridiculous this situation was. “All I am hoping to do right now is go back to sleep.”

“Well here,” he folded up your jacket nicely and placed it on his lap. “Take a nap, I’ll wake you up when they us back inside.”

The notion was quite odd; he was nearly naked after all. But you were so tired. You pondered your decision for a moment before looking at his kind eyes. He seemed harmless. “I’ll just rest my eyes, just for a minute though.” You rested your head in his lap. It only took a few seconds before you drifted off to sleep.

You woke up and everyone had already gone in, and the sun was peaking up from behind the building. “How long was I sleeping?” You sat up, your back aching a little from the concrete.

“A couple hours,” he spoke softly. He looked quite tired himself.

“When did everyone go back inside?” You asked.

“About ten minutes after you went to sleep.” He yawned.

Your eyes widened. “You could have woken me up,” you said as you stood up.

“I know, but you looked so peaceful, and it seemed like you needed the rest.” He got up and stretched, forgetting he was only wearing his boxers. He didn’t notice. “Thanks for the jacket, I’m gonna go to sleep myself. I hope we can run into each other again, maybe I’ll remember to put on some clothes next time.” He handed you the jacket, smiled, and walked towards the building.

You were kind of cold, so you put the jacket on and started walking towards the building too. It sort of smelled like his cologne. How could he remember to put on cologne but not pants? You laughed a little at the thought. You were still pretty tired and decided to go back to bed, with the sun barely coming through the window it was still too dark to see the mess you had left, so you tripped on a small round object. You grunted, got up and jumped into bed. It seemed weird, but you were more comfortable outside on his lap. You blamed it on the sleep deprivation and slowly went back to sleep.