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Never underestimate the power of love ...

... it will inspire you to go the distance to make someone else happy.

© Gina K. Judy 2019 All Rights Reserved

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I stand and watch the rain

Streak down,

Like the tears from your

Mascara.

Nothing I say could

Ever stop your pain.

You’ve shriveled up;

And there’s no staving it

Away.

No matter how much you deny it,

You can’t hide from her;

She knows what you’re thinking,

Her feelings mirror yours.

She knows your secrets,

She can tell your lies,

She is the darkness,

And you

The overflowing cup

That’s spilling down the sides.

She calls to you,

Begging for you to pour your heart out.

Her icy fingers

Cup your face.

She offers solace

For your broken heart.

You feel

Overwhelmed.

But you can’t run

From her,

And you can’t stop the

Tears from flowing

At midnight.

The silence is cruel,

Unforgiving.

I stand by the shore

Gazing,

The water is oozing

With serenity.

It mocks me;

Reminding me how

Imperfect I am.

It whispers;

Telling me

I’m a failure.

The ripples show

My reflection.

The distortion on the surface

Laughs;

I will never feel

What others do.

The monster hisses,

I’m doomed to repeat

My mistakes.

More voices rise

From the depths.

The laughing grows

To an ostinato.

It leaches all my warmth,

Abandoning me with

A void of angry madness

Participants in the giant cosmic game show

On that great expanse of snow

Each one trying to outdo the other

Trying to prove how they are so unlike one another

And though on some microscopic level they differ

The naked eye only one thing does infer

That Harry, Blackie, Beauty, Red and Joe

At the end of the day

Are just the same looking snowflakes sitting in a row

Shivering,

Your shadow has consumed me.

I look up and all I see is you

Standing there.

I try to move,

But you won’t let me.

Afraid, I stand

Engulfed in silence.

 A weight is pressing down on me

Until I can’t take it anymore.

Stuttering,

I’m trying to voice my thoughts

But nothing comes out.

I want to see

The world around me,

I want to see more than our outline

Or the darkness that surrounds me.

But you won’t budge;

 I try to run

But your cloak grows longer

And the shadow stays,

Never budging.

I manage a scream

But the sound is swallowed

 “Words are a powerful tool”

They say,

But only if wielded properly.

Words are tricky things

With strange abilities;

They can be sharper than the sword -

Cutting nations down with a single blow,

Or

They can comfort a broken heart

And mend it back together.

It just depends on how you use it;

“Actions speak louder than words”

Those words are not my words

But they claim that what you do overpowers what you say

If that is the case,

Then why do words impact people more than actions?

Why do they hurt more?

Feel more?

Make us see more

Of the world around us?

Words were invented to express more meaning,

Convey complex messages than simple hand drawn pictures

Ever could.

For thousands of years they have moved us

Compelled us

Made us love deeper

And fight harder

They inspire us to live

And enjoy each breath we take.

Words encourage us to build empires

And tear them down.

They motivate us to go further

And give us the strength we need.

They influence us to dream

And create,

This is more than any physical action ever could accomplish.

But these words are my words,

I may be one voice among many

But my words have power;

These words of mine have the strength

To make change,

Encourage others,

Make others believe