#adjacent.

and do you ever think about how imogen only waited until after relvin closed the door on her to say goodbye because she probably have never said it to him when she left abruptly?

Like do you see it. This Little Red Riding Hood themed Nendo doll. The Summoner option I lovingly call Proto-Moe (its design started from there!). Like. Oooooohhhhh you are SO THIS SPECIFIC SUMMONER CODED...................

Ultimately I don't think I'm Personally going to be doing anything w this bc I have my own projects. However. You can also get blank faces on the site. You could make your own custom doll clothes. Hell if you wanna go full Fuck It We Ball you could maybe even clear off the og paint job and to a full custom??? Just. Feels Worse to do bc Nendos are expensiiiiiiive. I'm just deeply obsessed w the Resemblance, here. But to be so real if it were Me, like. This doll is specifically That Summoner coded, Moe has a whole other hairstyle going on tbh I'd have to start from scratch. And at that point......... again. I have my own shit going on.

and laudna herself, she’s reaching out but she’s still not looking out for herself. she’s hinting at the problem of delilah but she chooses to omit the part of delilah taking control when she asks for help from other people. which. SO MANY THINGS FOR THAT. on one level, shes still only thinking about imogen over herself. it’s more important to laudna that she keeps imogen in her life than keeping control of her own body as her murderer is camping in her skull.

and on the next level, let’s talk about how her entire goal is to give imogen a life she never had. i think a lot of laudna’s own self worth is wrapped up in how imogen perceives her and how imogen is doing. which loops back to what my last meta is about, and how laudna’s own loneliness and undeath has caused her to think so little about herself - she’s dead but alive, she has no life ahead of her, she’s scary, and icky, and no-one would want her, but that’s okay because it’s still fun to scare people - that she’s attached all of her hopes and dreams and motivations onto the first person to show her kindness. laudna loves the world, and is constantly fascinated by its wonders. but at the same time, she’s not living for herself. her goal is to live for imogen. so that imogen can get what she wants and deserves. (which in turn means that she is living through imogen, because laudna can no longer get the life she wants, but imogen can, so all of her hopes and fears and dreams are on imogen and - yeah)