october 5th
Official weight: 308
Measurements: C-54 W-50 H-56.5
Holy hell. Today was an even bigger wake up call. I knew I was big, but damn. Even if I wouldn’t have gotten phentermine, I’m motivated enough to do this without it. No ifs, ands, or buts.
The doctor was definitely very straightforward and full of tons of facts and evidence to back up his claims. I guess that’s what I needed the most; someone to tell me that I’m killing myself slowly.
Tomorrow morning I’ll take my first 30mg capsule. He said we can increase it if I’m still hungry after the first few days, but he’s confident I won’t be. I go back on November 2nd. I just hope I’ve made the progress I want to see.



















