hi. i’ve not been here for what feels like forever and that’s because i’m realising that living alone with unmedicated adhd is actually a fucking nightmare. so in true spirit of my unmedicatedness, i am finally doing the one thing i needed to do since day one of getting my health insurance five months ago. i’m going to the university health centre.
now before i actually get a prescription for a medication that could change my life, i need an official diagnosis. and unfortunately the last time i got one, a bunch of other things happened and it isn’t valid anymore which means that i need to get a new, proper diagnosis. and i don’t really know the process of getting one here. there isn’t a website to book an appointment so i need to travel an hour to get to uni to do this and honestly im shit scared but being an adult means that you gotta start parenting yourself so here i am. in a bus to my uni although i have no class today. one of my friends has agreed to meet me at our campus after the whole ordeal (god bless him) and that’s the only incentive i have to get this done with in the first place.
yeah. this is a pretty mortifying ordeal and i don’t really have anywhere to go with this fear so consider this a sort of live-blogging i guess
