to the tiny girl that holds my heart in her hands. i’m sorry for what i’ve done that’s hurt you, all of it. i don’t know why i did it, but i know i’m sorry for it. you are everything. you are the very definition of beauty. your soul warms my cold one, and your humor makes me laugh until i can’t breathe. not only are you insanely gorgeous on the outside, the inside is just as perfect. you have the biggest heart of anyone i’ve ever met, and you are so beyond sweet its a wonder i haven’t gotten cavities in all my teeth. i couldn’t imagine myself without you, my love. you are the weed to my game and the air in my lungs. i love you beyond any words that could be strung together, and i always will. i will be by your side until we’re in the ground, and even then i’ll be next to you. i’m so proud of you for everything you’ve done and continue to do. keep going, baby girl. you hold every part of me in your little hands. i love you.

time is valuable. for all the time we’ve lost by not being together, it has made you the most valuable thing to me.

god bless my best friend. honest to god. she reminds me of what i deserve and that i’m not the way i think i am. she reminds me that i’m still beautiful and warm and kind. she reminds me that i’m a princess and i deserve to be treated like one. she reminds me that i don’t need the people that hurt me and that i’m not gonna go back to those who have. she’s my flowers. she planted them, and waters them every day. she gets mad when i try to kill them and is constantly pouring miracle grow on them. i don’t know how i’m gonna get through the next four weeks, but i know that i’ll be at the airport waiting for her to come home to me. and i know she’ll always love me, even when she hates me. the three words that took us so long to say are tattooed on my ribs to remind me that even when i feel all alone in this world, she’s still in my corner. she’s rooting for me even after i’ve fucked up more times than i can count. she still believes in me and supports me. she’s my person and i would never have it any other way.

ross geller looks like a stupid hedgehog