I was really, really, really fucking happy today. Skiing. I was in the soft snow, so i could have a bit more thinking time and i was doing turns and keeping balanced and skiing and it was fantastic and i could actually see and feel how much i've progressed. My instructor thinks i was inspired at the weekend, which is true. I was also inspired by the negative  attitudes of a few individuals...  I'm nots cared of nothing, the only reason i get hesitant skiing is because you naturally hesitate when you can't balance, but now i've just found my "happy place" balancing, embracing my wonkiness and it's worked!  i'll never be an athlete, well i could be if i wanted but doubt i would. But i want to develope fun!...i'm developing my own fun atm!