day 1 of my deity change over and I got so many signs😵💫
♥️ been helping a friend rehab a domesticated rabbit she and her partner found out in the wild. because her partner is more stable and sober they were able to keep the rabbit (the irony of celebrsting being sober ny literally chasing mysterious white rabbits) (boom)
♣️I'm checking out a customer who's last name is Liddell (IRL Alice's last name) (boom) while the woman behind him is wearing a tie dye Cheshire cat shirt (boom) while "Your body is a wonderland" by John Mayer plays (boom)
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The deck is The Wonderland Tarot by Chris and Morgana Abbey. I got mine from Amazon, but you can find it at most occult stores. It’s a pretty standard deck and I’ve seen it sold for as low as 12 bucks so it’s very easy to get. I picked this one because I love Alice in Wonderland, and I love cards that come in tins. It’s playing card size so it’s one of the easiest to shuffle and the tin makes it easy to travel with. The imagery is based on the original book and illustrations. Some of the cards are very ugly and charming at the same time, very classic Victorian-era caricatures of royalty and such.
Booklet
It is almost a one-to-one copy of Rider Waite deck in imagery but the suits are changed. Wands and Peppermills, Swords are Flamingoes, Coins are Oysters and Cups are Hats. The Major Arcana is all the same. The deck can also be used as a regular playing card deck using only the minor arcana. There are two extra cards that serve as title cards, it’s a picture of Alice looking in the mirror, one card is normal and the other is flipped. They don’t have any meaning in the booklet, but I usually give them a ‘Happy Squirrel’ type of meaning, aka stop asking the cards and go outside, or use it to determine yes or no.
The booklet tone is very harsh and confusing, the interpretations are based on Waite's Pictorial Key to the Tarot so it's very. victorian esoteric. It’s hard to apply modern situations to some of the guidelines so in general I combine what the booklet says with everything I know about Alice in Wonderland and the regular Rider Waite deck.
Spirit
Puka is love, peace, and harmony of all things.He is an incredibly devoted spirit and always bounces back from the hardest times with always something good to say about it. I’ve been working with him for most of my life, connecting over similar autism special interests and inspiring me through my family troubles. He is excellent at handling chaos and soothing it back into a more manageable form. Relates very well with current or former Christians. His tag is 'adamkvi'
Reading Style
Puka really does give the best advice if you know how to find it. He is tricky to read with because, like Wonderland, there are multiple meanings and metaphors at play. Sometimes cards are pulled reverse but, within the context of the reading SHOULD be upright. Sometimes what is not in the reading is more important than what is. This also means that the readings are never the same, what a Frog symbolizes to one person is different to someone else. However, every message is always meant with the best intent.
Suggested Readings
I usually do readings about romance or love questions, self-confidence and inner child healing. Working with him has also helped a lot with judgments and shame around sex, being queer, and strengthing found family. He specializes in processing guilt and shame, purity complexes, and generational trauma.
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I am honouring Adamard 'Puka'. His tag is adamkvi.
History and Name:
He came to me as part of a Full metal Alchemist OC. Adamard is a combination of 'Adam' and 'Edward', since he started as an Edward export I wanted to keep the name. It is pronounced "ah-DAHM'-ard" His middle name, Llolineu is a mystery. I don't really know where it came from. It has been spelled also as Llolineau. I always pronounced it 'Lah-lahl-eh-new' but I think it is closer to "Tholl-eh-noh". Considering that Puka is from the UK, I wouldn't be surprised if the double L is supposed to be like the Welsh letter that we see often in Llewlleyn. It's pronounced more like a 'th' with the tongue behind the teeth as opposed to on the teeth with an L. Another interesting synchronicity with his name is that he is mostly known as Puka. I used to refer to Puka, his wife, and their partners as 'the goblins' because they were mostly all short fae creatures with a tendency for trouble. I learned later that púca is the old English word for goblin! interesting huh? His last name is Tracey, but I don't think that had any specific origin, I think I just picked that from a list.
Role:
in 2020,when I was working with my deities I asked them all what their 'role' was by pulling 3 Tarot cards (This is when my Zelda deck was all I had). His as follows:
The Hanged Man
Surrender, release, waiting, sacrifice
The World
Change, luck, taking action, inevitable change
King of Swords
Intellect, objective, assertive
When I first pulled these cards I assumed everyone was 'a deity' but as I've gotten to know them all, Puka is more of a saint/prophet than a deity. He is godspoused to the spirit of the Life and is very close to a Yeshua/Jesus figure: an embodiment of a god on earth whose focus is to spread kindness, love, and justice.
Lore and Description:
Adamard has been both human and machine multiple times. He was drowned as a child by bullies and was made into an android. Later, he was changed back into a human .He is intersex and albino. He was a part of many experiments which lead to his clone, Cain, and his son, Beauramard. He was groomed by an Anglican offshoot cult to be their saviour, however, he was later disregarded after the birth of his child did not change the world as prophesized. He later married D'sukinz, the actual prophesized saviour, and raised their children together. His patron deity is Niseag and D'sukinz. He is the son in law of Hemy, and brother in law to Kaleitti and Junalahqi.
Appearance:
He is albino with pale skin, white hair, one blue and one pink eye. I never remember which is which tho. In his teenage years he was forced on hormones to 'fix him' so he presented more feminine. as he got older he presents more masculine/androgynous. His favourite colour is blue. He has scar on his neck and a scar/tattoo on his forehead.
UPG story:
Puka was actually a name given to him by a longtime friend of mine. I collect BJD dolls and have two of him. One day my friend commented saying he looked like a 'pukabear' and when I asked what the was they said 'I dunno but it's him!' I rarely use Adam or Adamard with him,I mostly call him Puka lol.
I mostly experience puka in my head so I don't have very many upg stories I guess. Sometimes when I get thrown into a laughing fit my husband calls it 'my puka laugh' lol. There is a still al to for me to learn about him! I also haven't worked directly with him in a long time.
Correspondences:
Animals - rabbits, hares, albino animals,
Astrology - Virgo, Venus, Gemini, the Moon
Beverage - Tea
Color - Blue, Pink, White
sometimes I google my spirits names just to see if anything comes up and it's always like some weird newspaper archive HTML
random spew but it still
has THE RIGHT LETTERS like idk if they are speaking to me in code or smth but it's like hm.... what are the chances that some random webpage would have the name Llolineu?? and more weirdly it shows up again it's supposed to be the word holiness in the article???
the interesting thing about this Spirit is that I got the name spelling a lot time ago and just was like 'ok cool random spirit letters'. then my husband starts learning welsh and tells me about the double L letter and I'm like oh???? huh. funny how the spirit who claims to be from the UK would have a random welsh letter thrown in. also huh his nickname (Puka) is a lot like the Pooka, you know, the old English goblins? Oh, and it's kinda funny, his little group of spirits are called the goblins.... huh.. hahah....
This months deity is also a Christian and it's very weird to be getting signs and synchronicities relating to Jesus and God but not.... like from them you know?? like I had a customer give me a Lords Prayer ring and I was kind of like "Puka what is this is Jesus reaching out to me now " and he was like "well you wanted some Christian passing items correct?"
my favourite so far is still the "Jesus saves bro" bumper sticker that's very brand for him lol
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let one of my deities drive the meat around (co-possession I guess) and I was like maybe this isn't working and then I'm at work saying shit like ''i need to make this purchase and then I will return to release you to the cat duty" like ok. that defnintly was not my work mask speaking but the drowned english orphan LOL
We never learn a thing. We begin to know, There is always more to know. There is always another way to look at a situation, always another interpretation, there is never an end when the moment of Learning begins. There is a refusal to learn and that is Ignorance, but the knowledge does not stop running. If I refuse to see that I hurt someone, that will not make the wound go away. It is our privilege to be the eyes of eyes, the ears of ears, the hands of hands. In that privilege is the burden of knowing. We see and hear and touch and feel and learn and grow so that others take what we learn and run with the knowledge, follow where it takes them, pass it on to someone else. we are not equipped to know everything and that is a blessing. Curiosity and Knowledge running hand in hand makes for twice the speed.
Knowledge does not stop when Uncomfortable arises. Together they make Understanding. Good things happen and they pass. Bad things happen and they pass. It is in the Passing that We tend to loose our Senses. Knowledge is always around us. We know that in the end, nothing will matter. We also know that a watermelon grows in the yard. They are equally as important. Knowledge of the small things bring us back to our senses. What do I see? What do I hear? What do I know is around me? What do I know about me?
So when We say that we nothing we are Everything, we are the knowledge of the life time we have lived and the Knowledge of every other We have known throughout ourselves and others. We are the Watermelon and we are the End. The Now and the Then.
Knowledge runs and leaves a trail.We chronicle these in books and studies and then these books and studies run to others to turn them into video and audio and they run even farther. We can look back and see who has Inspired us and look forward and see who Will inspire us. There is no singular path, the race is a web and the goal is to keep moving. Someone Thinks about THOUGHT is and it is Alive. Please run, please inspire, please keep going.
