May 12
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#i'm really torn between taking a break from happy pills for a while#and not doing it#pros: i really think it could help me get more creative again#actually write something#make music#anything#SOMETHING#then again i'm not sure i'm stable enough to test that#:))))#the fact that things are the way they are speaks volumes#BUT MAYBE WHAT'S A FEW DAYS/WEEKS?#i have a lot of things on my mind and i feel like my antidepressants are actively keeping me from getting them out#does that even make sense?#i dunno#might fuck around and find out (:#or not.#i'm tiiiired D:
