This Is Do Or Die
So an actual post..... Anyways I was thinking while listening to this song and suddenly I thought how much it applies to me. Because If I don't fight back I would have wound up dead or worse. All my life it's been me against the world. When I was 6 years old I yelled at myself that I wasn't old enough to start with all of it. I cried knowing what I was slowly turning into. When I was older my older brother tried killing me. My parents kept getting worse. And throughout it all I'm ignoring it shoving it away because I'm a lifeline for so many and I can't break my promise to screw myself over. Ever since I was 8 I've been the one and only angel most people know. I mean people get stuck and they won't listen and are about to kill themselves and I manage to get through somehow. Anyways my goals for the future,Get more famous and be there for everybody I can. I mean if a fan lives in the place I'm staying and they want somebody to talk to I will go to their house and listen and talk. I want to meet actors and that the others who've kept me going with all their advice and their smiles and yeah so there's all that. Now I have to go get to replies on my roleplay blogs and keep listening to SURVIVAL. It's so catchy and I love it.
