#actually apothisexual

I used to identify as heterosexual aroace when I was graduating from high school because I gave up on men due to a lot of drama I was involved in but still found certain male celebrities attractive.

I now realize that apothiromantic/acoromantic apothisexual/acosexual suits me better because I refuse to be in a romantic/sexual relationship (apothiromantic apothisexual), and I have misgivings on sex and romance due to my own experiences plus witnessing bad relationships involving family and friends (acoromantic acosexual).

Apothiromantic apothisexual flag

Acoromantic flag

Acosexual flag

Edit: I consider myself a mix of apothisexaul/apothiromantic/acosexual/acoromantic.

I am a cisgender female who goes by she/her/hers.

For my sexuality, I used to identify as straight as a teenager because I had a stupid crush from 13-15. At 16/17, I really didn’t care for boys anymore and officially gave up on males before graduating the 12th grade. I think I am apothisexual/acosexual/apothiromantic/acoromantic, but I don’t want to be made out as a fraud. I just personally don’t ever want to be in a romantic relationship. Ever.