somehow I see ayahuasca in my random frustration keyboard strokes above.
But that might have something to do with my non-stop consumption of Terence McKenna media in preparation for this god damned senior acting project I have to do.
tomorrow.
Am I ready?
Hells no.
Heavens no.
Limbo, perhaps.Â
It is quite ironic that Terence's message was often not to consume media, create your own, don't be a follower, etc etc. But in order to create my media of my historical acting project on him, I have to consume so much of his media that I practically worship him.
Problem is this monologue is supposed to be 15 minutes long, and somehow I have to not directly promote drug usage.Â
I plan on talking mostly about his Novelty theory with the assistance of Timewave zero graphs, and the occasional mention of entheopharmocology, psychonautic exploration, and ontological expansion through the use of linguistic catalysts will probably go over my audiences heads.
I know his theories and lectures inside and out, but any semblance of a memorized script is scant.
So, it seems my options are (in order of likely-ness):
1. Get bat-shit crazy stoned and dance around in my back yard summoning a blizzard.
2. Go to sleep now and 'not give a fuck'*
3. Stay up super late to finish writing the script
4. Stay up super late to finish writing the script and then somehow present tomorrow.
5. Other (please specify)
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*"not give a fuck" being loosely defined as beg for my life from my acting teacher.
disclaimer: to avoid confusion this is not my senior project, just a project for senior students, and my teacher can be pretty forgiving with due-dates.
 So if you would please vote and tell me which option you guys think I should do!
1, 2, 3, or 4?
or, 5?