              GETTING EMOTIONAL //  accepting! @aceruled​ murmured: " i love you. always have, and always will. i... i need you to remember that for me. please. " for lancer :)
hearing his father talk like this gives a weird feeling at the young prince. he’s sitting outside the king’s prison, just a few millimeters away from the bars and the figure of the prisoner himself, so close that they can touch each other —— yet, the king is not even looking at his son.
lancer remains silent for long, long moments, looking up at the back of his father, then down at the floor. thinking about those words, their weight... what they might truly mean. he wants to believe those words. he wants to remember what he’s saying, like he asked him. but... how can he, after all that happened? after what he did?...
« you... you’ve always been... severe, father, but... ». one of lancer’s hands touches on the hoodie, lowering it a bit over the eyes. somehow, he feels like he’s saying something wrong... « ... i-i don’t understand if it was the fountain or... or you just... changed, but... but father, you...! »
a sob escapes his lips.
« y-you wanted t-to throw me down the castle’s roof...!! » he exclaims, the voice broken by the sobs. « you-you said it was a bluff, but... i-it didn’t sound like it, father...!! you held me on the void, i-if it wasn’t for susie y-you could have —— !! »
