professors really out here expecting intellectual answers from my rotting brain. like bro please know your target audience while framing the exam questions

Actually having to go to an in-person conference is terrifying. I have never booked a hotel room in my life. Everything is late and I missed a bunch of deadlines due to my dog having an emergency earlier in the month and I have no idea how to do anything while still having an enormous pile of actual work. I’m so bad at being an adult. I wish at literally any point of my life anyone could have taught me how to take care of myself but here we are trying to catch up on lost time and I’m a nervous wreck.

High school is ridiculous. We go to PDHPE class and we sit in front of our computers and write that we should only spend 2 hours online a day. We sit inside and hear that there are rising cases of intense stress, anxiety, and depression in teens and that "no one knows why" and "you need to be outside more." And this same school keeps putting more and more pressure on us.

ive always been so obsessed with the idea of collaborative projects. people gathering together to write an anthology, calling groups of artists to produce masterpieces for a zine or collection of some sort, reading books or watching movies with your friends and scheduling posts about it, it's just...that's what I want.

I sure have 18269539 tasks pending but what I'm going to do? daydream.