#abuse 1

'ill take your phone and throw it over the fucking overpass and youll go with it' lol thanks mom yr . rly funny

I don't want to be here. I don't want to live here. I don't want to be apart of this family. I have friends, people who support me. I have friends that love me and give me the care that my parents have never managed to do. I'm so tired of having to say sorry every time somethings comes out of my mouth around my family. I'm so tired of joining in on the conversation only to be told I wasn't being talked too and that they don't care about what I think. I'm so tired of being threatened by his gun and threatened by his words of him going to slap me. I'm so tired of not being fed. I'm so tired of my mothers neglect. I'm so tired of barely making it by. I'm so done with being too fucking scared to go out of my room to grab food because I might run into my family and they'll hurt me. I'm so tired of having to say yes to everything he tells me to do. I'm so tired of being silenced. I'm so done with being physically and verbally abused. I'm so tired of being starved and so tired of being depressed. I want to leave, but they keep me here. they won't let me go. they want me to suffer I really can't take it anymore I'm so tired

like for 3 years??¿ i was in a abusive platonic relationship and my abuser literally trys to be friends with me after 2 months of say “stay away from me” “i dont like you” “you’re abusive please dont fucking touch me”

when eminem raps all i feel is fear for the women in his life tbh