Digital diary𓂃🖊 for an Obsessive lil weirdo
Chaos human seeking balance
Learning how to be a better me
Simultaneously your auntie, your big bro, your lil sis, your freaky cousin, your unc & your plug
Disabled queer hermit with a transient sense of self. Nerdy hedonist intellectualizing and archiving what makes themselves tick. Autistic weirdo tentatively navigating human connection
Technically a god, always a cat, sometimes a dragon
WARNING: Complex and nuanced topics that people may find triggering are discussed below. The intersection of political discourse, ethical quandries, and the full embrace of humanity & beyond. Enter at your own risk
accessible/plain text copy of pinned as of mar 13
table of contents
1. about (intro. media. blankqueers, stances, political alignments. tags. other blogs)
2. housekeeping (who is welcome, who is not. general boundaries & DNI. offerings)
3. IDs (cis. mud. para. trans)
4. Anons
about
Neurodivergent traumagenic(possibly mixed) system with an addictive personality to anything that promises relief. Enduring unmet support needs
Currently surviving the best I can while starting a new life. Been healing from a pile of trauma. It's an uphill climb, but worth it. I have WAY more stability now than I did a year ago. and joy. Especially thanks to this blog and being in such incredibly accepting communities
I love collecting labels. Diving into new parts of myself. Transitioning to the life I deserve. Chasing my own happiness. And supporting others on the same journey. Special interest in morality and consent
I was sexually active at an earlier age than most and I'm chronlogically older than most of you. My traumas have trauma, my kinks have kinks, my neuroticies have symptoms. Not here for drama, just self exploration amongst those doing the same
- Persy
media (shows | movies | musicals | games)
the boondocks • bojack horseman • kino's journey • the apothocary diaries • frieren • hunter x hunter • my hero academia • supernanny • bluey • avatar last airbender • bbc sherlock • spartacus • lie to me • planet earth | my octopus teacher • fantastic mr. fox • turning red • inside out • everything everywhere all at once • spiderman: into the spiderverse | rogers & hammerstein cinderella • sunday in the park with george • hamilton • fiddler on the roof • company • les miserables | palia • terraria • minecraft • gtav online • god of war • cult of the lamb • legend of zelda • fortnite • roblox • zoo tycoon • patapon • tetris • wizard101 • puzzle pirates • runescape
blankqueers, politic alignment, stances
heavily considering: radeviance, progressive accelerationism, quidditism
crystalqueer honeyqueer IDs(prn.cc)
abolitionist(prison, psychiatric, police). disability justice. fat liberation. youth liberation. mad liberation. trans liberation. socialism. anarchism. pacifism. universal basic income. free speech. pro shitty-opinions. anti thought crime.
contact stances:
my personal behaviour is generally summed up as "non-harmful" or "fully-consentual" however those are in quotations for a reason. because those terms can have a very wide definition and make a lot of presumptions that are often ageist or speciesist. I'm a person who's invested in personal growth that is trauma informed and intersectional. that continuous growth informs the ways I respect the autonomy and choice of all beings I have direct contact with while remaining aware of potential power dynamics
the simple truth is that youth can consent to far more than people want to believe if given the chance, yet I also understand current shared reality and have no interest in causing harm to a youth (nor getting myself hurt in the process), so I generally operate with caution
where I stand on aam+map relationships in a general sense. and yet in reality I support ANY couple that comes to me for help, giving advice to help mediate conflict and ensure a healthy connection as possible is reached. if a relationship ends I do not pick sides and continue to support both
animals are also far more intelligent than people tend to give them credit for. however I haven't written up my nuanced thoughts on that yet, nor seen a post that represents my understandings. just assume it falls under this vague umbrella of respecting other beings and their ability to live a life worth living without being so speciest as "animals are too dumb to understand human things"
other stances in works
tags
my content: #persy speaks #persy yaps #askbox
(trans)ID collection tags: #diamond #id collection #hoard #bin
#politic: stances, refuting propaganda, education on basic rights and how to bring about a better future, #youthlib, #persy stance
#discourse: intra-community conversations that feels important to have here
misc: #cute for things I enjoy but flip the dynamic, #star things that stand out
🔺 = 18+/MDNI source
other blogs
DM me for my backup blog - though any good little stalker should have no trouble finding it ;)
nsft blog @ruttingromper
image hoard @craftbin
housekeeping
• This blog is a safe space for all my fellow weirdos and freaks out there. anyone that society loves to hate or shame. addicts, conflicting identities, factitious or malingering disorders, medically unrecognised disorders, mogai, loim, qai, furries, xenogenders, transIDs, "scary" personality disorders, (dark) k1nksters, (dark) proship/profic, paraphiles, radqueers, radfreaks, radeviance, xenosatanist, yanderes, fleur, etc etc etc. come one and come all, no matter what you call yourself. I choose to trust every single one of you that your personal identity is in good faith and exactly what you need
Not a space for those who are knowingly causing non-con harm w/ no intention of change this includes those who ignore RACK or the concept of risk aware informed consent. this includes those in a position of power who knows the other person has different intentions for the relationship than you do & they don't know that. this includes lashing out at people for not being who/what you need them to be, this does not include those in active recovery - DM if you need help growing/evolving
• anyone can DM or send asks
• I am unbothered by being ghosted
• I'm happy to answer questions about any of my IDs, experiences or posts that you would like to understand better
• if you are in need of help please reach out if you would like me help you explore options and show you resources to gain more agency over your life. I have been there. my friends have been there. and my whole career is helping people feel accepted and valued as themselves while they figure out how to reach their goals, most of them have very few resources. you don't have to dox yourself in order to recieve help. I will never call the authorities on you or report you to anyone, not tumblr, not the fbi (I am usa based but will do what I can to find what's relevant for you)
• minors please be mindful in my inbox. I love giving advice and support, but please no heavy flirting
• If you see a reblogs from overlapping/antagonistic communities it's cause I still don't know what everything means and where we are aligned. Feel free to *gently* educate me
• Can't believe I have to add this one, but following or reblogging someone is not endorsing all their behaviour. kill the cop in your mind, association is not a crime
DNI: being in support of cops/ice/industrial prison complex/etc. this includes those who have related transID and planning to transition into law enforcement law enforcement not in the shared meatspace may be okay, depends on source
self IDs that understand it is a (trans)Harmful identity and therefore requires care to consentually enact get a pass. local militias directly defending the people get a pass. I'm side eyeing if you report people on social media sites for any reason but spam, but I won't ever say anything against you for it
main/fav IDs
full list and definitions at prn. cc
cisIDs: mixed. black. short. dreads. tattooed&pierced(professional & diy), queer, genderqueer, non-binary, multi-gender, perspeque, relationship anarchist, polyamorous, bisexual, demisexual, hypersexual, caedotrans, quoibody, quoiharmful, egocorpic, pseudo🗺️, (dark) age regressor, rack kinkster, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, fibroids, wheelchair user, cane user, self-medication, hrt T(legal & diy), mental hospital stays, autistic, anxiety, schizospec, ocd, cptsd, agoraphobia, dissociative disorder, polytrauma(cocsa, domestic, emotional, financial, sexual, medical), american, homeschooled, "conversion therapy", homeless, youth shelter, gamer, stoner, psychonaut, addict, nerd, tinkerer
MUDs: permanent overclocking syndrome, overcaring personality disorder, fluctuating fragmented identity disorder, avoidant attention syndrome, fluctuating fatigue disorder, hypersexual fantasy disorder, ocular hysteria, submissive care response disorder, whore personality disorder, sexual curism disorder, plural dysphoric disorder
paras: omnichronophilia, voyeurism, plushophilia, hybriphilia, emaciatophilia, adipophulia, disamelaphilia, zoophilia, boethophilia, peiramaphilia, nodumophilia, tempestasphilia, objectophilia, narcoticumphilia
IDs: transOmega, trisEnabler, transCaregiver, transFosterParent, transAthlete, pastLongboarder, pastRockClimber, trisPervertedFreak, transDaddysPrincess, transTraffickedChild, trisCSAVictim, trisGod, transAdored, trisSuccubus, transParasocialSubject, permaBeingWatched, transSugarFamily, transWeight, transFoundFamily, transAnaCoach, trisActivist, transAgeSystem, permaDissociative, permaMoaning, permaHairlessBody habereGroomed, nullPain, trisCyberStalker, transCyberpunkReality, permaHungry, permaClean, permaHeartbreaker, permaNuance, permaConfused, transPrincess, trisADHD, transRaver, transDaoist, permaAroused, permaOralFixation, permaHigh, transGeek, transVagabond, habereRunaway trisTaíno, transRomComLove, trisCultSurvivor, transPhysicalTherapist, transPersonalTrainer, transNutritionist, transHerbalist, trisWitch, transTourettes, permaBurntOut, permaSpoonless, permaObsessionCycle, transAge, patransPublicSchool, nullCFS, transAAC
key:
trans: strong pull/desire/need/calling to be that
tris: some aspect of this is cis, and others trans
habere: by all rights it should have happened
perma: is always will be, or it should always be
null: it is and should not be
past: indentified in the past, is still important
blank: highly dysphoric/activated
Anons
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