#absquatulater

I’d love to get one but I’m super hesitant because I feel like I have to get the ~perfect~ one or I’ll regret it later.

in general, there are so many beautiful ones out there but there are also so many terrible ones so, you know. very much depends on the person.

very sad about the fact that it’ll be dangerous for kids to go trick-or-treating, and it’s gonna be the kids with irresponsible parents who get to do it. but on a selfish level, MY favorite things about Halloween are carving pumpkins and watching scary movies, which I can still do, so I’m fine haha and lowkey kinda relieved that I won’t have to come up with an excuse for why I’m not going to any cool Halloween parties this year haha

Ahhh alas this is such a good ask, but I rarely use spotify- I really only use it to make playlists to send to other people! 

here’s a poor substitute though- I sorted the songs I added to my itunes in 2018 by the number of times I played them- here’s the top 50! surprising no one, janelle monae’s and florence + the machine’s new albums dominated the list.

Ships in the Night- Mat Kearney:couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library 

Setting Fires- The Chainsmokers:couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library 

Castle on the Hill- Ed Sheeran:couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library 

Thank you! I’m grateful you are still watching along!

OMG I never get these I love you!!!

Envy: Something I wish I was better at.

Rock climbing.  I haven’t gone climbing in FOREVER but I really loved it and want to get back into it.

Gluttony: One of my favorite foods.

STRAWBERRIES!!! If I had to choose one food for the rest of my life it would be strawberries!

Wrath: Something that gets me angry.

Hmmmm... this is a hard one because I have like the smallest temper ever... I guess what can really piss me off is someone being mean to someone I care about.  You fuck with my friend and you are dead to 

Greed: Something I can’t get enough of.

Okay!

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

 Like asolid 4. I’ve watched way too many creepy ghost shows that make my imaginationgo wild.

3. The person you would never want to meet?

I don’t know. I probablywouldn’t want to meet Hitler.

5. If you were a type of tree, what would yoube?

Maybe…a Birch tree?Because why not?

7. What shirt are you wearing?

It’s a shirt for LesMiserables that my parents bought for me when they went to St. George and sawthe show at Tuacahn a few years ago.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

Hmm. 5 was a prettysolid age. 20 was pretty good, too, but there was more responsibility.

13. Your worst enemy?

Myself.

17. You can press a button that will make anyone person explode. Who would you blow up?

I don’t know if Icould honestly blow someone up. I wouldn’t want to cause that kind of damage tosomeone’s family.

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day,who would it be and what would they have to do?

Again, I don’t think Iwould really want someone to be my slave. I wouldn’t say no to hanging out withChris Pratt for a day, though. :)

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

I’m afraid of beingthe dumbest person in the room.

29. What is your favorite expletive?

I say Shit (orvariants of it) a lot.

31. You can erase any horrible experience fromyour past. What will it be?

Like, erase it so itdidn’t happen? Or erase it so I don’t remember? I don’t think I would doeither. I have had horrible experiences, but they’ve all formed me into who Iam today. I’m not perfect (no one is), but I’d like to believe I’m better nowthat I’ve gone through those struggles.

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

Yep!

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

I like Peanut ButterCup shakes. :)

43. Do you have any scars?

Yep.

47. If you could ask your future self onequestion, what would it be?

Does everything workout the way it should?

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

One time I went to ahair school to get my hair cut. The girl had no clue how to cut my curly hairso she straightened it before cutting it. I couldn’t wear my hair curly formonths! NEVER AGAIN.

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anythingunusual in the shower? Explain.

Oh yes. The showerheadis my microphone, and I am the star. I even dance a little sometimes.

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

Oh hi there!! :) My favorite musical: Les Miserables, Wicked, or Hairspray, depending on my mood. :)

My first CD: The first CD I ever bought with my own money was NSYNC’s first album, but the first CD I remember ever listening to was the soundtrack from The Bodyguard starring Whitney Houston. :)

Last movie I watched: Tomorrowland. I’ve seen it twice already and I just love the hopeful feeling it gives me. :)

Current Book: I started All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr, but it’s been a little hard for me to get into. I’ve heard great things about it though, so I think I just need to keep trying.Favorite lyric from a song/poem: Oh man, I am a huge collector of quotes and lyrics, so this mostly just changes depending on the day, but here are a few I really love right now:

 “O to grace how great a debtor daily I'm constrained to be! Let thy goodness, like a fetter, bind my wandering heart to thee. Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, prone to leave the God I love; here's my heart, O take and seal it, seal it for thy courts above.” --3rd verse of Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing

“And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.Get over your hill and see what you find there,With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.” -- After the Storm by Mumford and Sons

“Slowly counting down the daysTill I finally know your nameThe way your hand feels round my waistThe way you laugh, the way your kisses tasteI missed you but I haven't met youOh but I want to.“ --To Whom it May Concern by The Civil Wars