#abr

I've been practicing making textures for brushes :) I'm giving them out for free if anyone wants to play with them on Kofi! ✨ ko-fi.com/s/b743a3e265

Betrayal

|be·​tray·​al|

the act of betraying someone or something or the fact of being betrayed : violation of a person's trust or confidence, of a moral standard, etc.

'the betrayal of a friend'

HIMIKO ART!!!!

I’ve restarted pumping since last night, but I forgot to pick up a second manual pump when I was at target yesterday so I’m still doing one side at a time🙄

My nipples are getting really sensitive though, so sensitive that when I got the hand pump to suction to the right one it made my pussy a little wet and the suction pressure on it hurt but a good hurt.

My nipples are getting so big so fast it’s crazy

Maybe I should find someone to have dry feeding sessions with until I’m actually lactating idk

I’m not a fan of the term “hucow” because I grew up fat but the term “humoo”(like TruMoo chocolate milk) is far cuter and psychologically acceptable to me

I just got off my period so ik im not ovulating but I am so fucking horny it’s crazy. She be throbbin and juicin, throbbin and juicin

The mouth on my hand pump is wide and angled, so a couple of times ive suctioned it to my pussy lips(I am one with a PHAT south mouth) and it felt so fucking good. It only stays for like ten seconds because the hair prevents a good seal but I prefer to leave the bush, I bet if I shaved I could get it to suck soooo hard

But then I’d have to deal with the itchy regrowth phase, and I have the kind of hair that does not wax. Like period, you can pull the wax and the hair stays. I had to wash wax out of my crotch with dawn dish soap once, not a fun experience.

I don’t think I’ve properly expressed my excitement on here abt joining the August Burns Red gym?? Their vocalist owns this mental health gym in my city and it plays heavy music and has relevant ABR lyrics and memorabilia and other various Encouragements all over it. It also comes w a weekly mental health coaching group and other activities!!

It’s been just under a month and I’m still just in awe of having a space where I’m the target audience and feel like I belong and have a community not in Spite of the physical and cognitive challenges I have w exercise but w that being smth I can actually talk abt and incorporate.