Personal Time
It's been a long time since I wrote a personal blurb on my blog of Random (that's not so Random any more...) And that's for good reason. I guess I haven't had much to say. My personal life has been the same old shit, with nothing going on, or meeting someone shady that seemed like a great idea at first. Disappointment after disappointment, I would meet girl after girl. And when things wouldn't work out, I'd just be like, "yep..." But there was this poem I was sitting on for a whole year, about a certain person in particular. And I had already gotten over her. The poem seemed useless to put up for the past year. It was one of those things that at first I wasn't ready to reveal, because it was a work in progress. Then when it was finished, I felt like it took too long. I didn't need it any more, but it was too good to delete. And then a whole year went by. My blog primarily became a Marvel Review blog at this point, mixed with psychedelic images and other random things. And now I'm writing this note, primarily as a disclaimer. That I posted that last poem below, purely as a sign of change. Because the truth is... I DON'T need that poem any more. Within the past 2 weeks, my love life has changed drastically. To break out the L word at this point is beyond too premature, but let's just say that... I met someone... =) And I'm just as giddy about her as she is to me... We're so ridiculous and gross about each other, it's obnoxious. I totally didn't see this coming, and I'm just.. really excited to think about what's to come in the future. She's a real good girl, and she thinks the World of me. That's all I could ask for. Someone who actually gives a shit and gives me the time of day. And... I dunno. That poem is old news from last year. It's a complete contrast to how I feel now. I finally met someone I can trust again. And... it just feels so... liberating. I guess I'm putting this out there to all my little black clouds who've admired my darker poems and posts. The time will come. You WILL find someone. And it may take a while. Or some very random happenstance moment will occur, when you're not expecting it or looking for anything. But something WILL happen. And when that day comes, I'll be right there with you, ready to let the sun shine in. Sorry if that got cheesy, but for the first time in a while, I'm actually.. really happy with my personal life. And I haven't felt this good in a while. The new year is only 15 days old. Here's to the rest of an awesome 2015! Cheers folks.
