#about rina

💖 Has your OC ever been in love, be it romantic or platonic or otherwise? Who with and did they ever express their feelings or keep it private? How long did these feelings persist / do they still feel this way? 

// hibiki: she has had two other... partners? that she felt that about, but it wasn’t like, great. she’s very affectionate with others, but those two people werent good about it at all. especially the long term gf she had, she was pretty much disgusted with hibiki, and she didn’t understand why. but with saeran she slowly realizes it (i feel she can be a little dense with it, while with the other two partners she kind of jumped into it really fast), and keeps it to herself for a while. but they both kind of stumble into blurting it out to each other at the same time. hibiki is the type who wants to express her love a lot, and it’s pretty much equal with saeran where he returns it in kind every time

rina: just with klaus, actually- but she does say ay and sigurd are her platonic soulmates! rina with being in love is just fuckin BLIND AS HELL, cause after having slept around some she doesnt really think it would work at all for her until sigurd points out to her when she expressed her feelings for klaus that uh. shes. in love. what an idiot. rina had a hard time expressing these things and would just kind of word it as feeling like klaus was able to unravel her confusing ass self like a ball of yarn. she isnt really SURE how long she felt this way for klaus, but she didnt have to agonize over it long when he finally was forward and was like “okay i am legit in love with you-”

🍊 What is your OC’s favourite meal? Snack? Dessert? Drink? Any reasons behind this besides liking how it tastes?

What is your OC’s most hated food? Stuff they can’t stand to eat or drink?

// hibiki: hibiki specifically loves egg bagel...sandwiches? she likes to put cream cheese on the bagel then fry up an egg. she probably is allergic to them like i am but suffers thru it cause eggs are good ; w ; she also likes yakisoba a LOT. hibiki likes to snack on stuff like snack cakes, mostly like those little.. shortcake roll things. sweet stuff isnt her fave, but she has some that shes good w/. dessert wise she really loves cheesecake, any kind, but thats it. shes also a soda addict lmfao she has a real problem trying to break it, but she also likes sweet tea a lot - I ALSO NEGLECT TO MENTION, SHE’S SUPER ADDICTED TO DR PEPPER LMFAO she does not like overly sweet things as mentioned - she can take it sometimes, but only after shes had something more savory. she doesnt really care for chocolate, especially cause her mom is OBSESSED w/ them

rina: okay before we get real she fuckin LOVES mcdonalds, her regular order being 20 nuggets and a big mac and large fries. she will settle for nothign else. its easy to get and the best for her if shes not in a good headspace. she also really likes fried rice, esp cause she can actually make it lmfao. she really likes hot fries and hot cheetos- she LOVES spicy foods, shes that type of person who would drink hot sauce lmfao she doesnt really care for sweets though, dessert isnt her thing. she likes bitter sweets but even then its not her fave. she also likes soda a lot, but also drinks a lot of coffe, mostly lil frappes from starbucks. she fuckin loves the caramel one she isnt a fan of sweet things either as mentioned, and i hc she fuckin HATES mushrooms

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why? 

// hibiki: she has a super big phobia of r*aches (i censor that cause i too have it and uh. idk its stupid but the word alone makes my skin crawl-) due to living with an infestation a few times. she just screams and squeals and tries to get someone to kill it. hibiki also isnt great with being yelled at or talked over a lot. also she is a bean you honestly couldnt be scared of her

rina: she’s terrified of knives and thunder/lightning, actually. she also gets a trigger with blood and seeing it fills her with extreme dread later on. the knives is from getting attacked when she was trying to investigate azusa and what he was doing, but shes trying to work through it cause like... how is she gonan function- shes a lot better than she was before though. with thunder/lightning she just doesnt like the sound and shes a little quivering baby during storms. and blood it just has to do with seeing klaus get fuckin stabbed later on during his second main route stuff - that one i ahvent thought about much but it literally sends her into a blank out panic attack. i feel like rina intimidates some people, at least when shes more prone to getting in fights when shes younger. but she isnt that scary besides that lmfao

🌳 Compare your OC to themself from 10 years ago. How has their mental state changed since then, how have they aged and grown up? Would they say they’re in a better place than they were back then or do they need help? What advice would they give their younger self? What advice would their younger self give to them now? 

// hibiki: she probably hasn’t changed a lot, she was just probably more quiet and scared. but hibiki is currently in a transitional time herself, so i feel she’s slowly trying to get away from that. she’s just very hesitant and secretive and timid, but at her best is confident she can get through anything and trusts in her own word a lot. honestly, the most she can tell herself now is that things will get better, she just needs to believe in it more.

rina: okay rina has a more stark contrast. when she was younger, she had long hair, wore literally no makeup, wore her uniform normally, and was bright and cute and cheery. literally as fake as can be. rina wanted people to like her, and she tried to be an overachiever so she wouldnt get on anyones bad side. but she took SO much shit, like people playing with her hair or calling her lots of weird, babyish names, and she broke down from bad communication with klaus, feeling he saw her as harmless and cute as everyone else. she was so sick of just being cute and babied to everyone, and realized it wasnt worth doing this. so she had a breakdown, chopped off her hair, and went wandering past campus until she, in her foggy mindset, was picked up by a man and they spent a weekend together. it wasnt. great. she came back to campus with her hair touched up by the guy, and grew into a more angry, stand offish person, trying her best to keep people from liking her and treating her like a doll after that. honestly, rina is a lot more confident and comfortable with herself, she wishes she handled trying to be herself in a less destructive fashion, but is glad shes a lot better now. she still has some thigns she feels awful about (especially cause her reputation took a nosedive, no one was going to be nice to the now obviously fake rina, who was sexually active and didnt wear her uniform right, even now people are disrespectful over it). shed honestly just tell her younger self that what she thinks the people close to her think of her isnt real at all.

💤 What was your OC like as a baby, a child and as a teen? (if your OC is a teen or a child, what will they be like as an adult?). How have they changed since then? What lessons have they learned and what things about their youth do they miss the most? Do they have any general regrets? 

// hibiki: very timid and quiet throughout her life lmfao. hibiki has always been kind of stagnant, but she did have a period as a teen where she tried to be fake confident. it took a nosedive after a while when she started living with her gf. but she does get way more resilient and confident as said, and starts being more hopeful. she just misses the freedom of being a kid, but she doesnt miss the environment she was in. she just regrets a lot. constantly. all the time. oh my god. “i regret not waking up earlier today”

rina: okay rina has a far more turbulent... personality growing up lmfao. - child wise she was really mischievous and kind of an asshole, playing tricks on other kids and not knowing how to communicate. she was raised in an orphanage and didn’t really know how to interact with others, honestly. but she wasn’t well liked, and she didn’t care too much. - leading into her teens she’s more quiet and less into the idea of doing those things, acting cutesy and fun and happy a lot when she entered the academy. she eventually broke and started acting what she felt she was, trying to be herself, but also be destructive and keep people from liking her again. - in her early adult years she’s less mean, as ay DEFINITELY mellowed her out, with her wanting to be gentle and not fake, esp considering ay’s former roommate. she is a lot more kind, but def just sarcastic and kinda vulgar (if youre comfortable with her that way, anyway), really resourceful and confident. shes sorta like the cool older sister these days. she doesnt really miss a lot, cause things are so much better now, but she regrets letting people use her the way she did.

🔮 Star gazing or cloud watching? Hand-holding or snuggles? Early mornings or late nights? 

// hibiki: cloud watching! she and saeran love doing this kinda thing, im sure star gazing is a thing but saeran is the type that loves pointing out shapes and stuff. he even sends a pic of a heart shaped cloud in his route. she loves hand holding, totally not cause shes.........................she likes hands lmfao. but also cause it feels intimate, especially with saeran cause he wears gloves so much. shes an early morning kinda person, she likes breakfast foods a lot and also there’s something nice about the quiet of mornings.

rina: STAR GAZING. THIS IS LITERALLY. THE RINA THING. especially cause i always hc she really loves how bright and beautiful geddonelune’s night sky is, and when she realizes klaus loves stars too, she’s intent on having star gazing dates with him. she’s just a big dork about constellations and stories and stuff too. shes a snuggling lady and wants to be EMBRACED. and shes a late night kinda person, she has no energy at the start of her day.

🎀 Do they wear a specific accessory with a special meaning behind it? What is their usual fashion sense like? What do they wear when they want to be comfortable and what do they wear when they’re going to a fancy party? Or do they just not care? 

// hibiki: she has a necklace with a heart pendant on it, that comes with a little keyhole in it - the key that goes to it is on a bracelet she owns. but the necklace came from her grandfather, who she misses a lot still. (this is based on a necklace my own grandpa got me, but i lost it a few years back and i miss it still) she likes wearing casual, comfy stuff like sweaters and leggings, but has some really cute dresses. she likes stretchy pants lmfao. shes a big sweater + shorts kinda person if shes lounging, but she has some cute formal wear if she has to go to parties for the rfa.