#about nik

thank you @silkscream for the tag <3

nicknames: nik, cole

zodiac: cancer 

height: 5′6″-ish 

hogwarts house: slytherin 

last thing i googled: you needed me lyrics (rihanna) 

followers: 2,930 (i love you all :,))

song stuck in my head: freak by doja cat 

how much i sleep: not enough but also too much at the same time 

lucky number: 2 

dream job: tom holland’s bitch (but fr i’d love to model or so anything in the fashion industry) 

wearing: star wars tee, no pants 

favorite song: rn i’ve been having teacher’s pet by melanie martinez on repeat, but i like so many songs at once, so my fav will probably change within the next few days. just a couple days ago it was exile by taylor swift. 

favorite instrument: saxophone bc the boy i like plays it and he makes it look so hot 

aesthetic: idk. i dont really know what to call it. 

favorite author: not gonna lie, shakespeare is so unhinged sometimes and i fucking love it. 

favorite animal noise: whenever animals scream in fear (but like little screams) 

something random: im asian and the boy i like is white and we’re besties so it’s kinda like peter and cindy vibes and i love it. we’re both obsessed with spider-man so we do just vibe with the whole cindy and peter aesthetic :) (which is one of the reasons why i love @silkscream‘s sweetest kill. bc i love cindy so much and i see so much of myself in her.

1. I'm a fucking nerd when it comes to languages so I know how to say "Hey, nice to meet you, my name is Nik" in..... Spanish, English, Korean, Japanese, German, French, Portuguese, Greek, ASL, and my regional sign language. I'm only bilingual though:/ #fakefan

2. I made a bad meme to illustrate my second one:

I was tagged by @peachyparkjinyoung @goodnightkisseu @riceeater22 @jj-nyoung @prettywordsyouleft @itsallabigmess @ahgase55g7

Thank you lovelies. I just had time to do the tag. Here it is!

Rules are :

1. Tag the person who tagged you

2. Answer the questions

3. Tag 10 people ( I'll be honest, I'm gonna tag probably more than 10 lol)

Let's get it started!

•How tall are you?

Honestly in my group of friends, I am one of the tallest but right now here in Tumblr, I'm one of the shorterr one hahahahaha.

5'1 ft or 158 cm

•What color and style is your hair?

My hair is black in colour and straight cut. Honestly I don't have any other colour or any style bcs I wear hijab. But if you're interested in me wearing hijab, here's a pic of it!

•What color are your eyes?

I honestly don't know hahahahaha i think dark brown.

•Do you wear glasses?

No I don't. But interesting fact about me, I love glasses hahahahahaa. I always love to wear someone else's glasses and it messes with my vision tbh. So now I have astigmatism but not bad. I end up having headaches whenever I faced with some high brightness .

•Do you wear braces?

Again, nope. I'd like to but not now. And I'm happy with my teeth even though my teeth are not that pretty ahhahahahaha

•What’s your fashion sense?

I am hopeless. Idk you tell me hahahahahaha please do

•Full name?

I'm a Malay so i have three names. Nik Nur Syafina. Nik is a family name, Nur means loght and Syafina means pearl. That's all in arabic.

•When were you born?

3rd September (yes I am a day before markiepoo) and I'm the same age as maknae line (EEEAAASYYYYYYY~~)

•Where are you from and where do you live now?

I'm Malaysian. And still live in Malaysia (unfortunately)

•What school do you go to?

An education university. And no ngl I hate this uni so no giving their name. Not proud of it hahahahahah

•What kind of student are you?

I'm that naughty student. I don't pay attention in class, that one who always get called bcs I'm either sleeping or talking hahahahaha sorry teacher. That was me in high school.

Now I'm a good one-- but still distracted in class.

•Do you like school?

I like them as long as the teacher is bearable and it doesn't start in the morning. Hahhahahaha I'm serious, I'm Lee Ahn girl version in term of study habit.

•Favorite subject?

Back in high school, it was english. Now in uni, I guess Statistic. Or Ordinary Differential Equations.

•Favorite TV show?

I actually don't know which is tv show or not. Okay so back then, I love House. That medical drama on AXN. And now I love NCIS. And for korean drama, I'm interested in any comedy and romantic drama as well as-- actually I just watch anything hahahaha.

•Favorite Movie?

Now? The Outlaws hahahahahha I'm not kidding THEY ARE GOLD!! Please. Watch it hahahaha. Oh hm english movie? I guess Harry Potter.

•Favorite books?

I read malay novel so I don't think it fits to be written here. But I read a lot of fanfics hahahahhaa. I have my fav author from asianfanfic which is vanillasushi. And here? Oh god I'd be making two posts if I write them down hahahahhaa.

•Favorite pastime?

Sleeping. Hahahahahaa I'm ready to sleep anywhere and everywhere.

•Do you have any regrets?

I do. First was me being an idiot for liking boys and they insulted me to no end bcs I'm fat and too ugly for their liking.

Second, I regret not fighting for my study. I have two offers for oversea study, one in New Zealand and another in Korea. But I did not go for both bcs of money problem.

•Dream job?

Being EXO or GOT7 manager/staff because that means, I can see their true self. I'll be there when things are hard, even with them to actually go through it. Even if they won't end up with me, at least I've been with them for a short time.

•Would you ever like to be married?

Still yes. Though it's getting even scarier nowadays with a lot of divorce news in my country

•Would you like to have kids?

Fun fact, I love babies. But once they reached 4 or 5 y/o when they get annoying, all i know is to slap them away but I still love them. But please, get those hands away from my face.

•How many?

I'm happy with whatever number I'll get. But maybe 4. Hahahahhaha

•Do you like shopping?

As long as I have money to buy hahahahahaa window shopping is torturous

•What countries have you visited?

I frequent Indonesia, Jakarta, Bandung and Medan. I've been to Mecca. And that's all. So if someone wants to sponsor me, yes I'm on. Hahahahahah

•Scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Scariest? I dreamt of my late grandfather (he passed away early this year). I was there at his last breath and I saw him dying. So in my dream, I saw him struggling and it was so painful and excruciating. I can see myself crying bcs it was too painful to watch.

•Any enemies?

Not that I know.

•Any significant other?

Nope. I'm hopeless with love. And none of the boys feel attracted to me.

•Do you believe in miracles?

Yeap. I do.

•How are you?

I am half fine and half not. I'm having a hectic week and I'm still in it. Tomorrow is a holiday but I have a few things to submit. I just finished proposal defend and I'm exhausted shit.

I'm fine thank you. Hahahahahaha.

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rules: list your favorite male characters from ten different fandoms and tag ten people to do the same.

peter parker (tom holland’s version) - mcu

words can not describe how much i love this perfect angel. i quite literally could spend all my days pinching his cheeks and sucking his dick.

draco malfoy - harry potter

“he may not look like he gets bitches, but honey that dick was 11 inches.” and i stand by that.

killian hook - ouat

probably the first fictional character i actually had a crush on. little me will always have a special place in my heart for him <3

peeta mellark - hunger games

this is really recent bc i just rewatched hunger games. and i noticed that he had that same innocent, pouty, puppy dog thing that peter parker has going on. and i really liked that.

robb stark - game of thrones

i’d gladly have his kids. i mean honestly, my bty tom is slightly based off of him…

geralt of rivia - the witcher

i just know it’s big.

joe goldberg - you

honestly, this isn’t that serious bc he’s a psycho and i think he’s incapable of real love… but, i do like to ponder the idea of someone loving me a little too much.

zuko - atla

daddy issues :D

this was actually sooo hard :/ i don’t really go crazy for that many guys in fandoms (nor am i a huge part of any fandom besides the mcu)

Rules: tag nine people you would like to get to know better

Three Ships:

5SOS as an OT4, top notch; Mayward (JJ Maybanks/Pope Heyward, OBX); and, hear me out on this one, Hannigram (Hannibal Lecter/Will Graham).

Last Song:

Currently listening to Psycho by Muse.

Last Movie:

I think it might've been,,,, Inside by Bo Burnham?? i could be very wrong but that's the last movie-like thing i remember watching.

Currently Reading:

Gone Girl (Flynn, 2012) and Problems of Dostoevsky's Poetics (Bakhtin, ed. Emerson, 1999).

Currently Watching:

OBX, s2; Never Have I Ever, s2; Cooking with Paris.

Currently Consuming:

Coffee, water, and inordinate amounts of fanfiction, the ush. 😌

Currently Craving:

Peace! A break! My Bachelor's degree! A tattoo of Baphomet's head with the winged Nike of Samothrace on my thigh!

sponsored by the loveliest, dearest, darling-est @kaleidoscopeminds.

1. nickname. Nik is a nickname (nikname, if you will ✌🏽😎). Arguably, the best moniker I’ve received is Bakugo, after Katsuki Bakugo from Boku No Hero Academia..... do with that what you will.

2. zodiac. Caprisun (Capricorn sun, yes I made this joke before but that’s irrelevant); Aries rising, Leo Moon.

3. height. 5′6″? Maybe?? I’m a little over 1,70m, I think.

4. hogwarts house: Slytherin.

5. last thing i googled: sket (I’m very much Not British).

6. song stuck in my mind: I Only Lie When I Love You, Royal Blood.

7. number of followers: 81, but really I’m a clown screaming into the abyss, which is to say: my audience is The Void.

8. amount of sleep: A little over six hours, supposedly.

9. lucky number: 18, questionmark.

10. dream job: I mean, I don’t dream of labor, but I’d like to go into The Editorial World, as an editor because I’m nothing if not a nitpick. Or,,, teacher. More than anything, though, I’d love to exist outside of The Economy.

11. wearing: A shirt I stole from my uncle’s closet + Flare Pants.

12. favorite song: Les Échardes, Charlotte Cardin

13. favorite instrument: Bass.

14. aesthetic: Last time I said Punk Academia but really it’s more Dancer In The Streets, clothing wise at least. Picture: joggers, baggy shirts, huge heavy denim jackets and platform sneakers.

15. favorite authors: Patrick Rothfuss still stands.

16. favorite animal sounds: Geese honk, still. But also, fox screams.

17. random: I learned to read at 3 y/o, which I’ve heard is super cool but honestly reading is for nerds:/. On that note, my first book was an illustrated version of Don Quixote which is to say: I was brainwashed into becoming a Lit Major.