#about creating

I started a spreadsheet where I’ve been keeping track of how many words I’ve been writing (or posting) every day of the year this year. Keep in mind that I’ve also planned a wedding and taken pretty long breaks between posting. I had to drop challenges because I couldn’t meet deadlines. All of that said...

Since January 1st, I’ve written over 430,000 words.

I feel like I write nothing compared to other authors, but then I look at that total number and I’m floored. This is not me bragging by any means.

And I was thinking about this a little. This Monday I have had a time for free art, when nobody can't bother me and I have had plan for some action scenes for my character but I can't start this work immediately, and understand that I need some warm-up.

And what was my warm-up was? Yes, some sexy art. And then I understood how much power in this, how it's full of energy. This is really the fuel of the creature.

"Once upon a time man came to this planet Earth. They were spirits and didn't need a material body but to exist on the Earth spirit needed a denser body. To become part of the vibration existing here.

While here, we found to have a better existence God gave us dominion over all the materials of the Earth.

God gave us the air to breath, food to eat and an imagination. 

Plus, many other gifts. The greatest being the gift of Life.

What are we going to make out of our Life here?

How are we going to use these great gifts?

Let us think about it. Another gift.

We can live like animals but we knew inside there must be something more. A connection pulling us up to a higher self.

We started asking this higher self in our remembering for guidance and direction. And found when we asked, answers would be given.

Watching nature all around us we saw it recreating itself. How does this happen? Being of a curious nature we discovered seeds and said "Let's try placing them in the soil."

After a while green things began pushing up and creating flowers, trees and food.

Again asking higher self, "What next?" 

The answer, "Where are you going to store and keep all the things you grow?"

Man looked around and saw dirt, reeds, rocks, wood and water.

Everyone tried experiments.

"We can make clay the shape of a rock mixing it with the water and hollow out the middle. That would work. It would make a container to hold our seeds and food.".

Some of the people really liked molding the clay and worked at it every day.

Some picked leaves and small rocks and shells and flowers and pushed them into the clay. They thought that looked beautiful.

This made all the people happy to look at it. It made them happy and filled with joy. Everyone felt so good inside, like a remembering of a beautiful place full of magnificence and grandeur. 

Because of this remembering man wanted more. So he tried berries and plants, mashing them up and mixing with water. They copied animal forms, people forms and designs of the sun and moon and just designs that seemed to come out of their imagination.

They drew on rocks and cave walls. Sometimes with bones or sticks. They all tried everything they could think about and always asked for guidance knowing they needed God's intelligence in all this creating.

After all he was the one who put us here and said he would take care of us, if we would use his gifts and laws of creating.

Sometimes we felt bad and full of hate and angry thoughts. When we tried creating it was awful. People didn't want to look at the artwork. It didn't make them feel good or think of beautiful places. It didn't fill their souls.

We found if we listened to nature. The music of the chirping of the birds, the running of the rivers, the soft wind blowing, the movement and shapes of the clouds and the endless sky we are filled with such illumination and imagination and feeling- that we are inspired to create on the highest level the most amazing things. Then we can thank God for bringing a little bit of his heaven to us. And for the remembering.