#about 2020

I don’t worry about the future and I hope for nothing; hoping blindly for the future or thinking too positively has as many detrimental consequences as being a constantly depressing suicidal sack of negativity. Hope creates expectations, leading to unnecessary disappointments. So instead of hope, I plan and act.

During 2020 I spent 304 days of practicing how to play my favorite piece of music on the piano. This recording is my welcome salute to 2021… with music. #About2020 #TrueStory #LifeLessons #About2021

Υποδέχτηκα το 2021 με μουσική. Η ηχογράφηση έγινε σε φιλικό σπίτι, σε φιλικό πιάνο με ουρά, με κομμένη την ανάσα… Η δική μου ιστορία για το 2020 είναι αποτυπωμένη με νότες. Χρειάστηκα 304 μέρες μέσα στο 2020 για να μάθω στο πιάνο το αγαπημένο μου κομμάτι Oltremare του Ludovico Einaudi. Όσοι γνωρίζουν τι ακριβώς κάνει στο σώμα η ρευματοειδής αρθρίτιδα θα κατανοήσουν ότι αυτό ήταν ένας άθλος…

As it seems 2020 had an extraordinary story hidden under its quiet days for Loukia Zervoudaki. #About2020 #CopywritingContest

The invitation said “Join Our Copywriting Contest About 2020” … Dare I share my extraordinary 2020 story? Seriously now? What story? 2020 was an empty year! There’s absolutely nothing to share! Story written by Loukia Zervoudaki That was my first reaction to the writing call. A little frustrated, a little disappointed, I honestly could’t remember anything worth mentioning about 2020 so I…

Tl;Dr : pic of me and my girlfriend holding hands bc I can't post it anywhere else. Thanks to bear with me and my stupid posts and reblogs on your dash. Love you guys

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It's the first personal pic I post here. I just wanted to post this pic somewhere, just a pic of me and my girlfriend holding hands. Not just to show off about my wonderful girlfriend, but to prove myself and the universe that despite every single thing that happened, I'm still here and I'm happy, so happy, because of her. 2020 has been a weird year, but not the hardest of them all, not for me. It was hard and relapsing into depression was terrible, and everything that happened in the world was terrible, but for me individually... i already lived my personal hellish years in 2017 and 2018. 2020 was for me like a remake of these years, but I also got closer to my friends, and met my girlfriend, so i think i had the luck to see the silver lining of this fucked up times.

Anyway, I'm like super closeted to my family (and my girlfriend being trans it's not gonna help getting her accepted by them even if I come out), and i don't want people to ask questions, so i post this pic here. Tumblr is like my personal heaven where I just can enjoy things, being unapologetically gay, reblog memes and everything I want, and rant about my girlfriend. My blog is my personal space, my dash is full of stuff I love, stuff to discover, stuff I'll love. Of amazing blogs and and amazing people being behind these blogs. I have about 100 followers, and i don't know why you followed me. Maybe it was just for one of my hyperfixation of the time I never talked about since, maybe 2/3 of my followers are bits and the other 1/3 are inactive ! Well, except the ones I always see on my notes. I see you guys, and i love you. Anyway, whoever you are, for whatever reason you're following me, I don't care. But I care so much about you. I hope you have an uneventful 2021, I hope you'll get the chance to be happy and you'll take it. I don't know you, but I believe, no I know you deserve it.