#abhorrors

2 ⧽. if you could sit down and finish any completely new fic without anything stopping you (time, tiredness, etc), what would you write? tell us about it if you want!

NEW? Ahh. Hmm... I think I've probably shared all the longfic ideas I've got on here before. BUT I would kill to finish one of these short kandreil fics I've been fucking with for months! Like. They're both like... maybe 5k each? And I just need to finish them? But it's. Rough!!! And I don't even know what I'm doing wrong with them. TwT

(The problem is that I'm not sure how to end the damned things!)

I mean. Just look at this shit. So many... hours on such short stupid fics! I drive myself fucking crazy trying to make every sentence perfect when no one CARES if it's Perfect. Sigh.

        ❛ hey --    thanks for helping me out back there.   scary stuff. ❜

shaking hands, he wonders if she will even want to see him. he could turn around and leave, he could just let her live her life without him. he knows, however, he can’t live his life without her. swallowing down nerves blooming in his chest, covering them up with a lopsided grin as he approaches the bar counter.      “ hey, good lookin’. ”    he’ll call out to her, in his best attempt (still, incredibly horrible) at a western accent.     “ what’s a guy got to do to get a drink around here? ”

                  --               where were you?

brown eyes lift in response, finding her figure as it draws closer. maybe she wants to focus on him, not herself, and that wouldn’t surprise him. she’s always quiet about herself, especially since she’s come back this time. he feels like there’s a chance they were in the same place, just never crossed paths. he looks back down to his hands as fingers curl around a ketchup bottle, putting some onto the patty of his cheeseburger. he pops a bit of lettuce into his mouth before speaking,  “  that’s an answer you really want?”  she’s missed so much. doesn’t know what he is, doesn’t know where he’s been ( both willingly and from force )... will he look at her differently?