#abeastlything

Have to agree with the person above - if you've got some form of semi-reliable transportation besides a car that makes it not a necessity, I would say keep your money.

Yeah, I have semi-reliable transportation that fits my needs right now. And whether a town has decent public transport or not is the main deciding factor of me applying to college so- yeah I’m definitely going to keep my money. Plus, it’s ridiculous that my parents are trying to FORCE me to drop $2000 on a car that might not even be mine, even though my older sister has a job?????????

I've been listen to We Hate Movies or How Did This Get Made - they're both podcasts that make fun of bad movies. Quality varies based on the guests and the movie they're riffing but they're generally entertaining.

Hello @abeastlything , here is your Full energy reading! 

Elements: Seems more attuned to nighttime than daytime. Very earthly energy. Some fire. Seems to mesh with “darker” energies better than brighter ones in general. 

Textures: Very fuzzy, almost furry texture. The “fur” feels very thick. Energy is generally very dense, does not seem easily penetrated. 

Colors: Dark colors all around. A thin layer of dark blue on the very outside. The next layer is a dark brown, getting darker to the innermost layer, a black center. 

Scents: Earth after the rain. The forest. The air, so cold at night. 

Sounds: The rain outside.  Something digging through the dirt. The wind at night. A small creek running through a forest. 

Soundwave: A low Bb. Feels calm and patient, though not in the ‘super nice uwu” way; more of in the “wisdom” way. 

Energy Levels: Seems very tired/strained....

Basic overall checkup: Seems cleaner than average energetically, but I’m still detecting some stubborn or often-resurfacing gunk, which seems to be from your environment. 

Yet...your energy seems to have “cracks” in it, due to strains that I don’t know about. (This may be the damage your friend mentioned?) 

Blockages/Anomalies: A few of the points have cracks in them, due to whatever strain you’re going through right now. There’s also a few moderate blockages/anomalies: 

Heart point seems...shattered? And/or very fragile: This point looks almost like shards of broken glass right now. While it still does work in providing energy to your other points correctly, it doesn’t seem to be producing much emotional energy at all, like it should be. What is there seems hurt, sad, and maybe a little devastated. Know that even bad things come to pass, eventually. 

Crack in the confidence point: You know how if you put too much pressure on an egg, it will crack and break? You’re experiencing the energetic equivalent of that here: while pumping yourself up has kept you going, you are really starting to experience burnout now. Energetically, this is manifesting as a crack in the point due to the very high pressures from forcing this point to produce an abnormally large amount of energy over a long period of time; much of the energy flowing from your heart point downwards and the enjoyment point upwards leaks out here. 

Enjoyment of Life point looks completely dark: It almost looks as if the point has shut off, yet energy still flows through it so I know it’s not necessarily “blocked”. This means that the point is producing nearly no energy of its own; you’re definitely not enjoying life very much right now. 

Hand points seem oversized: This is often from overworking oneself. Remember that rest is important to working your best, too. 

Protections: 

I can definitely feel a few wards up, but they don’t seem to be functioning at full efficiency currently. This is possibly due to the high amount of strain you are going through; it may help to give your wards sources other than yourself during this rough period so that they aren’t making you tired. What wards are there seem faded/depleted of energy, so I cannot tell the specifics of their makings. 

Entities: 

This entity speaks with a gruff, older masculine voice. Seemed a very tough/pragmatic type. “There isn’t much I have to say...other than to say, get over yourself!! This isn’t the time to slack off because ‘you don’t want to”- it’ll only get much worse if you do that, I swear. Now, I don’t mean to come off so harsh...but now isn’t the time to stop. You have to push yourself harder so you can come out of this quicker...I know it’s not the most pleasant way, but slacking off is an even less nice way.” 

This entity spoke with a high pitched feminine voice, seemed quiet yet peppy. “I wanted to say, congratulations on getting this far! You only have a little more to go, so don’t quit yet!! It’ll definitely be worth the effort!! It’s not as bad as you think it might be!! You can do it, I know you can!’ 

Spirit Fragments: 

Definitely Not: 

Angel

Djinn

European fae

Entities with strong ties to sun/sunlight

Entities with a reputation for being really bright/peppy/upbeat

most things with strong servitude connections to a deity

Maybe: 

Demonics

Werewolf

Hellhound, or some kind of canine-like creature

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(2/2) Ah! I almost forgot - I do have spirit companions and I warned them of you, I thought it was just for protection readings only until I reread.

Of course! And thank you for reading the rules! 

Energetic health: @abeastlything

Basic overall checkup: Nothing major, there’s a bit of useless energetic gunk built up, a cleansing is recommended but not absolutely necessary. 

Blockages: 

Minor blockage over confidence point, located at upper abdomen. Feels like small shards of rock. 

Moderate blockages over “Enjoyment of life” point at hips and “security” blockage at base of spine. I believe the “enjoyment’ blockage is caused by feelings of “not deserving” happiness. The security blockage is due to unstable physical foundations(home) or an unstable history in this life. These moderate blockages do not let as much energy pass as there should be during grounding sessions; when grounding, visualize these blockages being cleared away, and the mundane counterparts fixing themselves. These blockages also prevent your energy level from being as high as it should be.

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Sure thing, friend!  Here you are:

A bare, clean tile floor.  A hard candy wrapped in purple plastic sits slightly chaotically on the floor, and it is certainly out of place.  A dog enters, and sniffs at the candy.  The dog knows the candy is poisoned, but it considers devouring it anyway.  There is a bowl of plain mints some feet away, and it could take one of those, but declines.  It gently picks up the wrapped candy in its mouth, fully knowing the risks, but choosing to take them anyway.

Happy Halloween, to you as well!  You got a Treat!  I chose to do another stitchomancy for you, because these are definitely kind of fun.

Sixty-nine, seventy, seventy-one... a pair of feet.  Sneakers.  Lime green sports socks.  I stifle a laugh.  It’s only Dervish!  The terror passes and my heartbeat slows.  I make a note to myself to give Bill-E a thumping later for scaring me like that.

If something has been bothering you or creeping up on you in a way that makes you anxious, take a second look, or zoom out and take a look at the big picture.  Something that was previously scary may turn out to be not a threat at all, but instead a help, or even better - something that can lead you into a bigger, more exciting adventure.  Don’t be afraid to face your fears or insecurities head on, because you might find that there was no reason to be scared about them in the first place!

To you, my beautiful bear-toothed child. CNS