#abcndon

dean.  //  @rxghteousman .  we've been friends for nearly a year now, and i can truly say that you have made this place as homey  &  comfortable as it could possibly be.   the love  &  light that our babes seem to find no matter what we throw them into is something i find as a friend in you,  too.   you have been there for me more than those i have in person,  you are the first person i think to come to when i’m not sure where to go or how to feel.   you are someone i can hide within  &  know that i will never be judged,  that i will always have a means of calming down or being okay so long as you’re there.   you have been with me through the best  &  worst of my anxiety and have given me nothing but patience and whole lot of strength i probably wouldn’t of found on my own.   you remind me to keep my head up  &  on top of it all,  you trust me to come to.   remember:   you are not what others perceive you as.   you are not set by expectations,  you are not obligated to prove anything to anyone.   you are allowed to just be  &  that is something lovely.   you owe no one anything other than being entirely who you are;  a wonderful,  kindhearted man.   i am proud to know you  &  care for you.   you are stronger than you realize  &  your selfless heart will always,  always bring you toward the happiness and wholeness that should be yours.   thank you for sticking with me.   thank you for understanding.   thank you for trying.   thank you for not giving up on me.   your writing is something to be treasured;  intricate and filled with hidden imageries  &  thoughts.   never stop.

heneen bug.  //  @abcndon  &  @vesselbound​.  mrs bug,  neen bean.   you are such kindness.   you are one of the few i can pout on when i slip into my dim  &  down moods  &  somehow you manage to uproot me from them when i can’t quite figure how to do it myself.   you have spread so much sunshine into my days,  the nights you’ve spent keeping me company,  the loveliest connection between muses i could’ve ever fathomed on here.   you mean so much to me,  they mean so much to me,  you are a friend that i know will always be true  &  always stand beside me no matter what.   i can confidently say that if i hadn’t had you,  i wouldn’t have been able to stick around here on many occasions.   you are an absolute joy to have in my life  &  i really,  really can’t stress how much i hope you never have to leave it in any way.   you have started my mornings with warmth  &  the reminder that i am cared for with your messages,  your good night notes  &  reminders.   so here is mine for you,  remember:   you are something too precious and nurturing to ever deserve any sort of hate,  directly or indirectly.   you are enough;  every day.   you have managed to make at least one person happier than they would have been without you.   please remember that.   you have such a soft heart  &  too many people will attempt to harden it,  to take advantage of it.   don’t let them.   you deserve greatness in life  &  i am so confident you will find it.   you have mastered the artistry of ripping my soul from my chest through your writing and i expect a personal book sometime in the future,  even if it takes a really long time.  

KC.  //  @saintedcrown​ .  we have been through a lot.   we have seen each others tempers  &  each others depressions and we have both shared quite a lot that has gone on within our lives.   we fall out of touch,  we get back in touch,  and it seems no matter how long it’s been we easily melt back onto the same place as where we had left off.   we hold two very conflicting personalities but i want you to know that through it all,  i have  &  do consider you a friend of mine.   through the months  &  spells where i couldn’t get myself to be here,  you were still there for me.   you were a company that was necessary for me to make it through a lot of the ails within my own head,  and i know i may not have told you that,  or reminded you of how grateful i was  &  am to have had that,  to know i have that now if needed.   many people may not thank another for giving their muse the opportunity of something that they may have never themselves tossed them into,  but you’ve certainly created an exception in many cases.     remember:   you are worth so much more than you let yourself believe.   you dedicate yourself so wholly to everything i have seen you take on  &  even dabble with,  and your mind is such an incredible thing that i’ve witnessed many,  many times.  (  all of the lists of lydia vs. dean during fall,  over the holidays,  eating too much candy he gets sick to his stomach.  )   i have no doubt you will get  &  reach quite honestly anything it is you want with your drive.   you have made it through so many things many can’t and may never find themselves in,  and i hope everything settles  &  comes into place the way you deserve it to. 

mondy.  //  @driipingblood .  you are someone i have known for quite awhile,  but only recently did we start becoming close.   it’s a shift i could feel,  one i am so happy to have found with you  &  i hope that you know it really,  really means universes to me that you felt you could come to me with things you are going through.   that you feel you can trust me,  listen to me  &  allow me to listen in return.   i know and believe that you hold one of the kindest hearts,  and having you here for me  &  as someone to talk to throughout my day has given me a warmth to look forward to.   a friend that i know i can potentially grow really,  really close to.   you have kept me company even when you haven’t known how much it was needed and that speaks bounds on its own.   remember:   you deserve as considerate and loving a friendship as the one i know you give to others.   do not ever let someone tell you you are less,  that you are not strong  &  that your emotions and thoughts are not valid.   they always are.   do not ever let a soul stay in your life if you do not feel secure in the fact that they are good for you.   there are many people that will appreciate you  &  your heart and mind every day,  and will make sure you never question it.   those are the people you should keep.   you are wanted  &  you are appreciated,  anyone who makes you feel otherwise does not deserve you.   i am here for you.   i will remind you.