#abby lore

I was tagged by many lovelies so thank you to @optimisticgrey @rdekarios and @dr4gonwriter -- I loved reading all of your responses !

Questions:

1. What's your blog title from?

Ah yes, the lore. So as a kid I would do this thing which involved flailing my arms and making this strange "rawer" sound which my friends decided sounded like a baby dinosaur. The nickname stuck. At camp it was my sworn duty to do the thing any time someone shouted "baby dinosaur! baby dinosaur!" When making my tumblr at the ripe age of 13 or so I didn't know what to pick for a name and naturally my friend suggested babydinosaur.

2. Latest movie? What did you think?

The last movie I watched was the first Toy Story with my little nephew. Apparently I combined the plots of the first and second in my brain since it had been forever since I'd seen it. Oh and then we watched A New Hope so I guess that's the latest.

3. What are you looking forward to right now?

Still working on my dissertation but I have regained a sense of personhood and feel excited about my work again. So I'm excited to finish but not in the "i just need this done" way but the "i'm excited to finish refining this into what I want it to be" kind of way.

4. If you could do anything at all today, what would it be?

I would probably aspirate into my friends house and several of my other friends would also appear and then we would just hang out and lay around together because we all need the rest. And then there would be craft time and game time.

5. Drink of choice?

I am both a tea and coffee fan but my standard drink of choice since childhood has always been cranberry juice. I have a weird obsession with it and I drink it all the time. When stressed I have been known to just carry around the jug of cranberry juice around the house with me instead of pouring it into a cup or something. My old roomate got me a very long straw that I can use. 😂

6. Hair routine?

Depends on the day. I have very curly hair so on wash day it's shampoo, conditioner, product and plop. Then I'll let it dry a little while plopped up and if I'm feeling really fancy that day I will use some duck clips at the top of my head to help the curls at the top get some volume and then diffuse. On lazy days I just let it air dry and what will be will be. Between wash days I usually just spritz it with a little water and refine some curls or throw it into a big clip. I've become a big fan of hair sticks lately too.

7. Favourite way to travel? Is there another you want to try?

I don't know that I have a favorite way, I just travel however necessary. I don't mind long car rides but I struggle to be the one actually driving because I will get sleepy. I do fly a good bit especially when I lived away from home but planes do admittedly freak me out a bit.

I think a train would be fun. I like the idea of being able to move around a bit more and also have a view.

8. Favourite month and why?

Hmm. I've always liked June because it is my birthday month and it's in the summer which usually means lots of time with friends. But in terms of vibes I usually prefer the fall, I enjoy the rain and cooler weather where I can wear all my big sweaters. So maybe October. Plus that's renn fair season.

9. Favourite time of day and why?

Sunset. I love watching the sky but it also marks a point in the day where my brain calms down. I'm much more at peace in the evening. I like feeling like the rest of the world is shutting down and going to bed and getting quiet and that's usually when I like to have me time to play or be creative.

I do also enjoy sunrise and mornings but once it hits noon I get anxious. I think i prefer sunset because that period of time lasts longer for me.

10. Do you play or follow any sports?

I have never really followed sports though my family keeps trying to get me to do fantasy football with them. My mom told me it would be "just like DnD!!" the one time they got me to do it and my friends--it is not.

I did grow up doing all kinds of sports. I did ballet, gymnastics, and swimming up through middle school. In highschool I ran cross country and track because I lacked the coordination for much else. 😂

11. What kind of music has been stuck in your head lately?

"spidey and his amazing ! spidey and his amazing ! spidey and his amazing friends !!" (Can you tell i've been with my nephew recently?)

Okay but other than the anthems of my nephews current obsessions lately I have had "this mountain" by Faouzia stuck in my head.

12. Dishes or laundry?

Probably dishes. I have a much easier time getting them out of the way but I will let my laundry basket get allll the way full before I deal with it. I think dishes just feel more immediately achievable whereas there is a lot of waiting with laundry. I also do not like clutter so even if I really hate it I will do the dishes just to get them out of the way because it makes my brain feel better after.

13. Something you learned recently?

Dalmatians became fire house dogs because they were initially popular coach dogs. They are known for making particularly close bonds with horses and could also keep up with a horse and carriage. So they were often guard dogs for the horses and in the days where fire stations used a horse drawn carriage they would have dalmatians to help clear the path for the coach ahead and then guard the horses and equipment while they dealt with the fire.

14. What would you talk about if you could give a TED talk on anything?

I mean I'm a phd student and scholar of religion so 🤷🏼‍♀️. I'd probably start with a talk on early christianity because I think popular belief tends to assume christianity was a monolith when it was always incredibly messy and diverse. If I had to pick something other than my field of research---probably mermaids. I'd just go of about mermaids. Or perhaps shiny rocks.

15. Piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot?

I feel like I often end up telling people to talk it out. I'm a big fan of communication. But I also try to recognize when communication is no longer beneficial and at that point its time to set a boundary.

16. Piece of advice you would give yourself five years ago?

Oh gosh. Five years ago me was in my first or second year of my graduate program. My friend more or less made me start therapy again and seriously bless her for that. So I think my advice to myself would be to ask for help. Things would have been a lot easier if I'd done that sooner.

17. Do you believe in luck and superstition? Do you carry any lucky items or follow any?

A little, mostly because I think it gives the world a little whimsy and I enjoy that. I do have lots of lucky objects. Not so much because I think they truly change anything other than bring me comfort which is helpful. I have a fidget ring that doubles as a worry stone which I'm always wearing and I have several other worry stones that I will often bring with me on anxious study days and had with me through all of my comprehensive exams. I'll pick different ones depending on the scenario. I will often wear certain pieces of jewelry for strength or luck or to keep a particular person close. Ever since my grandmother passed down her old watch to me I wear it whenever I give presentations. She never completed highschool but has always been super intelligent. She's well into her 80s and sharp as ever. But she's always been super proud and supportive of my academic career and I like to honor her in all the ways that I can.

18. Are you musical (play any instruments, sing)? Would you ever perform for an audience?

I grew up playing the violin and singing in the church choir. I also took voice lessons for a few years. I did play and sing in front of people, usually for church. I no longer attend a church regularly but if persuaded I will still occasionally perform at my moms church for special things. I do still get a bit of stage fright though. My voice will shake a little but since I'm a soprano I try to pass it off as vibrato and I'm told it works. Someone once described my voice as "hauntingly beautiful" after a solo at church and I think that is still the greatest compliment I've ever received. 😂

19. Write, type or speak?

It honestly depends. I think i mostly type these days but I do still love writing on paper and in journals. I will often default to that if I'm trying to think through something or do more stream of consciousness for both creative and academic writing.

I only ever use dictation or record thoughts if i'm in the car. I do have some very fond memories of my friend in college telling me to just talk at her when I was struggling with a writing assignment. She sat with my laptop and I rambled while braiding her hair and when I finished she showed me the paragraph and had organized all of my thoughts in a way that made sense.

20. What do you wish someone would ask you?

Hmm. I'm not sure. I think I just like when people ask me anything at all. I'm usually that person that needs a sense of permission to participate or engage with others. So I'm always super grateful when someone reaches out or asks a question because that feels like letting me in the circle so to speak. I suppose more sincerely, I appreciate when people ask "how are you doing" or "are you okay" as a genuine question rather than a passing greeting.

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Past, future, far future.

Abby began their life as a small sample of a mysterious black substance that "leaked" out of a rift torn open in spacetime, as the result of a failed "interdimensional gateway" experiment. Not much is known about their true place of origin, and they have little to no memory prior to this event. They spent the first 10 years of their life in captivity raised by researchers, gradually learning to mimic humans and developing an unruly personality. However, the treatment they received was cruel and unethical, leading them to escape in a violent jailbreak. During their "teen" years they experimented wildly with their form, living in the woods and inspiring local legends with their frightening appearance and general avoidance of humans. Eventually they settled on a form that felt "right."

In present day, Abby spends most of their time meandering through dark spaces and dimly lit city alleys, stealing food from wherever they can, being generally unsettling and scaring people, and occasionally killing anyone that has the misfortune of catching them in a particularly bad mood. They are primarily nocturnal and sleep during the day, at least until they meet Vivian. More on her later.

Being effectively immortal, Abby does not really age, but rather continue to increase in size over time. They become kinder, but also increasingly less attached to maintaining a human form, until eventually becoming a roiling dark mass of tendrils and eyes.

In the far future, to avoid subsuming the Earth, they launch themself into orbit and become the planet's second satellite, known as the Abyssal Moon. Humanity has largely become less paranoid in this time, and establishes a sort of mutual understanding with Abby Moon under the terms of "don't bother us, we won't bother you." Having brought various communication / broadcast devices with them, as well as a personal computer, they begin to garner an internet presence and stream video games frequently in an effort to stave off the isolation and boredom of eternity.

i started as a poli sci major but picked up history as well after a semester and i like it better actually! so much so that i decided to get my master's in it lololol

nickname — Abby zodiac sign — Gemini!  height — 5′1″ and 104 lbs of whoop ass hogwarts house — Hufflepuff, if my “lbs of whoop ass” didn’t give enough sense of that last thing i googled — “Is noon am or pm” my mom and i were discussing it 

song stuck in my head: This animation meme

following — 551 followers — 317 amount of sleep i get — since my return to tumblr 5hr. im a simple girl, holly post, i click, i stay up all night replying lucky numbers — 4, 12, 32. I have OLP synesthesia so like,,,it’s a long story  dream job — An teacher or prof teaching lit to high schoolers or in college and a writer. wearing — My college sweatshirt and my underwear. favorite songs —  Mantis Lords in the Hollow Knight OST, Bust Your Kneecaps by Pomplamoose, Turn the Lights Off by Tally Hall, many many many more favorite movies — Spiderman into the Spiderverse (only superhero movie i’ll watch) instruments — I can play like meglovania on the piano and that’s it, i can’t even play chop sticks random facts — I’ve never broken a bone, I’ve never had a cavity, and I’ve only ever had two surgeries in my life, one when i was a child to remove my tonsils (nothing wrong with them, my dad was just getting them out too and the doc was like well, it won’t hurt her to take them out) and getting my wisdom teeth out last semester. aesthetics — anxious english major carries too many books with her glasses all smudged and she hasn’t brushed her out but it’s okay it’s a bun (jk that’s just my life.) My aesthetic is pastel academia but all aesthetics have their pros and cons to me