"If She Knew" - Aaron Pierre x Jayme Lawson
Characters:
Jackson "Jack" Howard - Played by Aaron Pierre
Elizabeth "Liz" Jefferson - Played by Jayme Lawson
Description:
In the heart of New Orleans, Jackson Howard spends his days in the comfort of his New Orleans Herald Office and his fatherâs old beat up leather journal. And on the rough pages of that journal sit the most beautiful words about the one so far, yet so close. The gracious Southern belle whoâs laugh captivates his every waking moment shouldnât be all Jack thinks about, but Elizabeth Jefferson is one hell of a woman with one hell of an aura. For three years, Jack - ironically enough - canât garner the words to confess the deep affection he feels for Liz. And how could he? With so many roadblocks and her own relationship stopping him, Liz is nowhere near in reach. However, Jackâs luck may work in his favor - as a birthday wish and a strange twist of events catapult Liz further than he could ever dream of. With one night and a whole lot of obstacles, can Jack finally muster the words to make Liz his entirely
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A Thursday at the âNew Orleans Heraldâ is just as busy as a Monday or any other day in a busy city.
 With stories walking in and out, journalists chasing down stories, and editors for a rush print - it gives me just enough drama for me to need to decompress for a while. And Iâm okay with it.Â
Darin and I walk through the lobby, taking the elevator to the third floor where the editing department is located. As I await the doorâs opening, I imagine Liz sitting at the desk right in front of the mechanical door.Â
Usually, sheâs answering a call - subduing a yelling individual with all the class in the world.Â
When the doors open, sheâs not there.Â
A pang of disappointment appears in my chest and I try to choke it back. But it follows me as Darin and I get off of the elevator and book it for the break room, where my second cup of coffee is calling.
 âI think you should talk to her today. I mean, itâs your birthday and Iâm sure your luck is up. Maybe sheâll give your shy ass the time of day,â Darin advises with a shrug as we walk down the long hallway lined with conference rooms and closets.Â
âI thought you didnât believe in luck? And how is insulting me encouraging?â I chuckle slightly, my ears perking up when I hear Lizâs familiar laugh echoing down the hall.
 âTough love, brother! Thatâs what I believe in! Now pull off your tighty whities, pull on your boxers, and go talk to her,â he exclaims, stopping by the break room door.
 In the reflection of the conference room across from it, I can see Liz and Pamela standing at the counter, presumably waiting for a pot of coffee to finish. I hesitate, all the words and none coming to me at the same time. Darin nudges my back, practically making me fall into the room. I turn back to him, silently cursing.Â
âGo on! Be a man!â he whisper - yells, banging a fist against his chest. I exhale deeply, adjust my suit, and turn the first step into the break room. Â
âGood Morning Ladies,â I greet them, my eyes stupidly glued to the floor as I make a beeline for the refrigerator. From the corner of my hooded eyes, I can see the easy conversation between Pamela and Liz come to a halt; Pamelaâs eyes dripping over me like Iâm fresh meat. She plays with the necklace resting against her chest, eyes narrow as she breathes me in. Liz notices Pamelaâs drastic change in attitude and is amused. She pulls away from the refrigerator, holding a bottle of coffee creamer, and walks over to the counter.Â
 âGood Morning, Jackson. You look mighty dapper this morning!â Pamela swoons, playing with the ends of her curly hair.
 Pamela - who works in publishing on the fourth floor - often makes an appearance next to Liz on the third floor. Being friends in and out of work, they spend a lot of free time together. So much so that I know Pamela has had a crush on me since I stepped foot in here.Â
And every day, the comments get more and more creative.
I smile modestly, stepping next to Liz to gather a cup of coffee. âWell, thank you. You look nice today, Pam. You as well, Elizabeth.â I glance at her just under my eyelashesÂ
As Liz turns to grab a mug that is just behind my arm, the space between us suddenly fills with tense air, our eyes connecting as she almost runs into me. Her eyes hold a burning, faraway look; a story playing out in them just from a singular glance. I reach behind me awkwardly, pulling the mug she was reaching for and handing it to her. She smiles gently, handing me the cream and sugar she was occupying. âThank you, Jack. I suppose you dressed up for your big day?â
 Thereâs nothing super spectacular about my outfit. Nothing beyond my favorite pair of Khakis, my fatherâs old green sleeveless vest, and brown loafers.Â
The outfit comment doesnât stop me though.Â
I replay Lizâs sentence and hear the slight inflection in her voice when she mentions my âbig dayâ.Â
My body heats in a full blush.
I swallow hard, watching her expression turn into an amused one. Iâve only mentioned my birthday in passing maybe twice since Iâve been here. I canât imagine her tucking away the information like this.
 âYou remembered?â I whisper, almost breathless.Â
She smiles. âEveryone needs friends for their thirtieth. Plus, Pamela made sure I didnât forget.â Liz glances over at Pamela knowingly.
Pamela hides her face in her coffee cup. I take a sip, swallowing slight discomfort and a bashful expression on my face.Â
âYouâre too kind, Pam.âÂ
âAnd youâre too fine, Jack.â she winks.Â
I choke slightly, wiping the dribbling coffee on my lip as Liz snickers. âPamela, behave,â she warns warmly.Â
âOh come on, Liz! We all know Jack here is one stud of a man! Youâd be a fool to recognize that he isnât.â
I glance over at Liz, who runs her hands over her pearls, stammering for an answer.Â
âUm, well. Iâm in a relationship,â she offers.Â
âAnd you still have eyes,â Pamela fills in.
Liz falters nervously, tapping her nails against the mug sheâs coddling. She glances at me quickly. I avoid her eyes. She clears her throat.
âIâm sure Jack has plenty of women who can tell him heâs handsome. Iâd be redundant at that point,â she chuckles nervously.Â
âSo you do think heâs handsome?â Pamela interrogates with a raised eyebrow.
âPamela!â
âIâm not letting up, Liz! I canât be the only one in this damn office who thinks Jack should be on some cheesy calendar somewhere!â
 I canât help but look at Liz, searching for a glimpse of confirmation. She chews on her lips as the wheels in her mind turn.Â
My wheels turn.
Despite her relationship with Melvin, does she find me attractive?Â
Does she know that I can never stop thinking about how attractive she is? And not in a way thatâs sexual - just pure appreciation for a creation that is unbelievable.Â
I get lost trying to read her eyes, and I barely hear her response.
 âYou are very good-looking, Jack. Any woman would be lucky to have you,â she smiles gently.ââ Tightly. Â
Pamela coughs aggressively as she sips her coffee. I smile at her and Liz returns to whatever she was doing.
 As I pour my cup of coffee and reach over Liz awkwardly to return to pot, I canât help but hear her very safe response on replay.Â
Any woman would be lucky to have you.
 I would be one lucky man if I ever got the courage to say what my mind screams.
 Iâm praying for the awkwardness - Lizâs avoidance and Pamelaâs gawking - to subside when the big man sends a Hail Mary in the obnoxious form of Darin himself.Â
âHey, Jack! The boss wants to talk to us real quick,â Darin calls as he sticks his head in the door. My shoulders fall as a rush of adrenaline pumps through my body. Liz continues to find solace in her cup of coffee, which saves me from uncomfortable eye contact.Â
 I grab my coffee from the counter, turning to Darin with an appreciative look.
 âIt was good seeing you ladies,â I mutter, acknowledging both Liz and Pamela before damn near sprinting out of the room.Â
Darin and I aren't even a foot away from the break room before he starts interrogating me.Â
âYou got to her yet?â he whispers like a gossiping teenager, making me roll my eyes.Â
âHow was I? They were already having their own conversation!â I swallow a hot gulp of coffee, hoping itâll settle my nerves.Â
âMan, you need to get your player game up! Have you learned anything from me!?â Darin exclaims.Â
I smirk as I walk into the office.
âNo! And Iâd like to keep it that way.â
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A/N: Hello beautiful people! If you don't know yet, my name is Kelsi and I'm a published romance author and poet! While I love the world of being able to share my sappy work with a bunch of willing readers, I've had the desire to get back to my roots - FAN FICTION! It never left me and I'm so happy that I'm writing again! Technically, all of my published work is some sort of fan fiction and this excerpt is no different. This snippet is a chapter from my first novel, "If She Knew"- a poem/poetic romance featuring these beautiful characters. I hope this caught your attention and if you wanna know more about this book, following my instagram and tiktok - @allshedoesiswrites - for updates and cute content! If you're intrigued to know about Jack and Liz's story after this chapter, copies are available for purchase on Barnes & Noble and Amazon! I hope I caught your attention and i hope you stay and read awhile
A/N #2: What are your thoughts!? What do you think is next for Jack and Liz? Any predictions for the novel? Leave any suggestions, comments or requests for future stories in the comments! Share with all of your friends that would be interested! Thanks!

















