#aahhh..curse my brain

Heyaaa~~~ I’m heading off for the night now, even though i’ve not done much today... 

I just wanna say, thanks for sticking with me, guys. I know I'm like, super-duper slow, (my attention is all over the place like a car in an oil slick), and even when i am focused i’m still a slow worked, but...thanks for staying.

Also, I know, I know...I really want to interact with you all more, (like asks, or ask memes, or whatever) but i always get caught up in a cycle of “ah, what if they don’t want it? what if they can’t figure out how to answer? is this a muse they want? These characters haven’t interacted much / at all, so there’s now way this will work, etc etc etc” and then i never end up sending anything. 

and for that, I’m really sorry. I’m trying, I swear, it’s just...very tough for me...well not just for me, I'm sure I'm not the only one but...well, thank you for being understanding. 

This goes for plots and just general character interaction ideas...I keep telling myself “It’ll never work, they don’t want that muse, etc etc etc” ....if I’ve ever given a semi-coherent plot or idea for character interaction to you, you’re one of the lucky ones.