#aaaaaughhhhhhh

✮ Now he has someone who actually wants to look at him, like voluntarily.

✮ what.

✮ The single thought of you looking at him, little ol Jason, and wanting him

✮ He’s thanking whatever god sent you over his way, whatever good deed he did for you to come to him.

✮ It’s actually scary how much he thinks you don’t deserve him, some nights he can’t even bring himself to be near you.

✮ And its confusing, so confusing, how is it that one second he’s completely normal but the next he’s sweating and stumbling over his words

✮ Over time he gently get more comfortable, but god, the first month of your relationship was like dating a ghost.

✮ But eventually, after some time and understanding that you wouldn’t leave him, he feels comfortable with you, so comfortable. He could do anything and will do anything next to you.

✮ He still has his moments where he just looks at you like you should’ve left him ages ago, he still has his moments where he feels not worthy of being near you

✮ That being said he won’t leave you alone, well most of the time, now that he finally let himself have you why would he leave?

✮ He’s like a best friend and boyfriend all in one