#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaugh.

and it's like auggggh.

fuck me I feel so fucking Booboo the fool for being deceived and betrayed by these ppl so hard.

why the fuck did I spend all these years and time and effort and energy on these garbage people and this garbage institution.

like wtf was the point of all that.

ig they only gaf about me when I wasn't a loud transfeminist who got upset and mad at them for enabling sexual abusers to get at me and other people.

so ig that's how easy it breaks and all falls apart.

fuck I was ready to put a good amount of my life into this fucking instituon and these people. i was able to make my dreams I was realizing be their fruits they get to harvest too.

and for fucking what!!! what a fucking fool I've been.

i now hope the whole institution burns to the ground, aswell as this phony false made up community full of enablers and silencers.

and i hope every enabler and manipulator aswell as Sexual abuser and power abuser, aswell as everyone that made anyone worse, burns down with it.

also. i hope the rest can get The fuck out of there before it crumbles. I hope you're not that foolish to stay until it's fallen ontop of you.... or way worse. helps keep it up and unburnt.

but at that point you're also the worst. idgas.

fix yourself or burn. get and be and stay accountable or blow away ash in the wind. I don't really care, why should I be the one to care??. fuck you!

and why should I be the one to kill myself! fuck you!!!!

i need to get the fuck out of here.

aaaaaugh. I guess my whole support system turned out to be a fucking lie? ig? ffs............

how the fuck am I supposed to get out of here.