#a408

-HeAdIn'-OuT!-

Well, I put those words because Howard Cosell is one. And I like Howard Cosell. He just speaks the truth. Who does not want to become a gadfly, or an annoying person over the booth. I mean, I annoy, yeah. But Just like Cosell to Frank Gifford and Dandy Don Meredith, He was just telling it like it is. He maybe is the most hated sportscaster, But He is sure the MOST LIKED. Like me, I maybe the most hated person in the world, But to Pappy Arjay, to the others, I am the most liked person to them. That is why they gave me the mod job, they liked me even with all the horseass that is coming in with me. And my classmates, They like me because I am smart and silly, I can connect and interconnect these two qualities of mine, I maybe serious for starters, but I will be in my happy self once the mood grows. And my Work bosses and colleagues, From Mam Lina, Mam Nitz, Mam Karen, Mam Mariel, Kuya Cris, Sir Ruel, Sir Carlo Landrito, Ate DJ, and Mam Anjo.They taught me how to eat dogfood, I mean I was immersed in the dog-eat-dog world of CPI. Same goes to the other people at CPI whom I met but not became part of my work, From Sir Rannie, Sir Sanny, Ms. Amphie, Ms. Jane, Kuya Jim Andallo, Ms. Ina Santos, Kuya Carlo Morada, and, VJ's Nikki and Drei. Now, I maybe the one person you hate when you see me, but the other people who surround me, I know for sure, They Like me. -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

So, after the two untimely passings of Jim McKay and Tim Russert (whom I gave them tributes here in my Multiply). I am now ready to give to you my announcement. You may notice that I never spoke of returning to school on the past posts before McKay and Russert, that is because I am stopping again. yeah, for the second time, and definitely is going to be the last. Mom and I (of course, it was my Mom's decision but I just abided by it) had decided to stop for this semester because of the same financial reasons. I hadn't paid my Second Sem dues yet and I have not enrolled in my OJT (but I have done my 300 hours at CPI). All because the past second sem was the most harrowing sem I ever gotten into. The "Putsch" with him was the major reason. I couldn't believe that this putsch made me the biggest and sore loser that I am today. Sore than the old ABC News. I went to the Toycon yesterday not expecting him to come and expecting another enemy (in the guise of GMA). I had mended fences with Pao two days before. Yeah, I have lost, I had admitted it in the Statement, but this time out, I had the guts to say it with Pao that I really lost. He was also the one who made the sorry for him. Yeah I know the saying "Best Friends, Mortal Enemies", in Tagalog, Mabuting Kaibigan, Masamang Kaaway. And that I did to him. I became his good friend, but at the same time, a mortal enemy. What I really wanted was to TALK with him and let him LISTEN to my words, Was that a bad way to just sit down, talk and listen? If not for these two, Ces Drilon and her group could have gotten their head lost today. Well, I have no intention of also cutting my head, I felt that I have been the hostage of my own life, I needed the negotiators (the group) and the military men (my loyalists, if ever i have that) to rescue me in this hostage drama in the 20 years of my life. True, he will sulk at me and curse me again, but this time, let those wounds of that war heal. I know you hated me since time immemorial, okay, I read your blog and that is that. I have given my sorry. I will go over your conditions and we negotiate, just like what Roone Arledge did with his negotiations in the NCAA, NFL, the Olympics, Barbara Walters and Sam Donaldson (i prefer I am Roone and you should be either Sam Donaldson or Dan Rather). I stopped school, yeah, but I have a purpose on why I stopped. A408, I will miss you for the next 5 months, but I am just here in case you ever needed me. -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

I have been saying so often nowadays in my classmates' blog that I definitely miss them so much. I miss school life, I miss the practical thingamajigs that go on with my course, I miss my classmates, I miss Sir Allan Allanigue and Sir Walter Labajo (also mam Ren and Sir Ronnie Henson). I miss PAMANA and KALAYAAN (FYI: True Blue Kalayaan po ako, tamaan wag magalit, sayang ang boto ko sa inyo, wehehe), I miss walking around the premises of the school, I miss every nook and cranny Lyceum has, All in all, I miss everything. I miss the FCP Lab, I miss the Camera equipment, I miss doing the newscast, I miss my Friends. I miss the things that could go on a Lyceum Masscom Student's life. It will be shortlived, yeah, for this next semester I will be back, but my classmates will now spend their last semester once I get back, For me, I don't know. Two semesters more, I guess. And, Yeah, Bleach on ABS-CBN, Old dreams die the hardest, and now that Bleach was aired on GMA but had not created a shock impact among the Masa unlike Naruto, There is a possibility that Bleach on ABS-CBN Could be a reality. A reality that might overturn what die-hard Bleach fans thought when GMA aired the series. If, ipso facto, TV Tokyo does let go of GMA as the official network of Bleach. It will be the biggest overturn of the decade, much like the impact Angel Locsin made when she went from GMA to ABS-CBN. I know ABS-CBN will get the best out of Bleach once it gets the rights from either TV Tokyo or Medialink. I have been smelling that Medialink is doing it's business direct to ABS-CBN. so I think this Bleach prediction over ABS-CBN is a possiblity, if not a reality. Again, this is only a Prediction, I may be right or wrong in what I have said, but the circumstances that Bleach encountered this past year made me analyze and create a conclusion that will change the situation of Anime on Philippine TV. Airing Timeframe Guess: If ever ABS-CBN Follows the script, and gets Bleach, I smell a Late 2009 or Early 2010 airing. -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

Congrats to the Kalayaan party to their 12-0 Win in the CAS Council Elections, Good Job Paul and Clark! Congrats too to Avi, Vivi, Majo and the others who won the seats in the CAS Council, Promise, I will help ya in the projects in the council once I get back to school, A new Mr. Public Service will be unleashed! wahahah.. Basta A408, Kayang Kaya!! Congrats!!! (Note: That takes care of my political ambitions, yehehe. After stabbing my back last year, it's time for me to take over politics and erase whatever "evil" Last year's council did, as long as the whole CAS council will help in promoting the college. Even though I never went to school, I am still going to support them, and protect them from outside evils no matter what happens.)

I have been feeling uneasy these past few weeks, With all the listening of Bugler's Dream in my head right now. I think it made me more determined to escape the pangs of my anger in my multiply. I can't imagine it, If ever somebody is going to provoke a war. It's not going to be me. I hate going into wars, and I hate doing the good cop bad cop routine I did before. I've had it. Okay, I had been in the house for over three months already, and now, I am so sick of being in the house doing nothing while all the others are basking and sucking in all the glory in the world. I hate to admit it, but I am so disappointed with you guys. I don't want to name names, it'll be hard for me to name them. I know I am hard-up here. I don't even know what will I do to my life once I return there. I don't know. I can't cling up on you guys anymore. You're there and I'm here. I am stuck in the mud of excruciating pain and suffering I had since November, and you guys have no idea what toll I have been experiencing. Emotional, Physical and Financial toll. all because you never understood me. I was happy when I got there to visit you, but all I received there was coldness. almost everybody there never recognize me from Adam. and everybody thought I was going to be out for the whole year. What I only need is your support, your help, because I can't take away the pain of seeing you happy there. doing all the stuff I really wanted to do. Somebody is happy right now because I am not there, and I feel so hard up. I don't know whether to tell you this or not. Suffice to say. I still believe in you, and when I return. I am sure you will help me cope up with those I never had before. And Then to You.. yeah, you All I needed was to talk to you and understood what has to be understood. But the problem lies not in me but in you. You were cold, you were abrasive. That was the least I never expected. having coldness in the air I have never experienced before. It was okay with me being cold and abrasive. At least you have already alienated the entire cosplay community with your behavior. Bill Small-ish attitudes. I wanted to do a compromise, but what the hell you did? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL YOU DID?!? you just let me out in the cold and let your minions humiliate me. and now. your saying I have my own power bases?! that people who were on your side before are now sided with me? Let me think. who was the one being not approaching them? Is it I? I help a lot even I miss every single thing in my house just for the sake of helping them. and you are telling now that I have my own power bases and these people who join with me are SIDING with me? I tell you once and for all, I work for MYSELF and I am sided by ME, MYSELF and I. I only have my own. I proudly hold up my own. They help me with this and that. but they never, ever said to me that they are agreeing with what am I doing. Going in this war with you is already a Vote of no confidence with them. I hate doing wars. but if this is the only thing I'll ever do to make your mind change. I will wage it. Listen. I still believe in you. I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU. I may not have the same feelings as I did before to you, but In the hindsight. I believe in you much more than I believe in Gloria doing all the corruption in the country. I still have that small measure of friendship there. I still have those pictures with you and me in happier times. I still look in your Friendster account. I still have much reverence and respect with you. Please don't let that small inkling of that lose. Because the hardest thing for me, as much as it is, is losing a really nice friend. And you were part of my life, First as a really nice friend, then as a very bitter mortal enemy. -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

Yeah, you heard it right. I am infected. Infected with raucous laughter, smorgasbord of spoofs and fearless freedom of expression That was the true essence of the event last night which was Live A.I.D.S, or Ang Istoryang Dinebelop ng Samaskom One of our Lyceum professors, Sir Wally Labajo, is an alumnus of the UP Samaskom, an organization of UP Masscom students, and one highlight of their organization (as well as the whole UP Diliman community is concerned) is the 2-hour variety show entitled Live AIDS. As one of his students, we were entitled to watch this event last January of 2007. And I must say, I am a believer of this event. That was why Live AIDS is thriving for 25 years. The laughs are so potent, you can't get enough that your jaw will tire. Now, on the height of my depression over not going to H3 last week. Rochela texted me an invitation to go to the event, which was always done at the Abelardo hall but for this year, now held at the more bigger UP theater. Great, I thought, this one may cure my depression. And god, it did. I won't give any spoilers here, but as far as I could parse it out. Even if the show was advertised to open at 7pm, and started at around 8pm, and ended at 12:28 am. We went there with some problems in our heads. And now, after we left the theater, we were now laughing and happy and talking about the show. Signs that we, even if we were not UP students, are Infected with the Live AIDS Virus. But I will give you one tease: it was very Balahura. Congrats to UP Samaskom, and to our very good prof. Sir Wally Labajo for Infecting us with the Live A.I.D.S virus. -HeAdIn'-OuT!-