i'm about to get all emo but it's homecoming night and babe is there with a girl he really likes and he's been talking about it for two weeks and i've sat there pretending to be happy for him and pretending to be as excited as he is that he finally got the chance but now i'm sitting here alone crying for the first time because i'm actually not okay with it and why should it even matter to me it's never going to be my chance

Jusko ka. Grabe na talaga yung pambabaliwala mo sakin. Alam mo yung lahat na nakakapansin maliban sayo. Tangina nakakapagod naaaaaa

Kahit simpleng, "good luck" "kaya mo yan" "kamusta ka naman?" "gutom ka na?" Or simpleng tap lang sa ulo or sa shoulder ko wala akong natanggap galing sayo. Simpleng tawag lang, kamustahin mo lang pakiramdam ko, sila lala natawagan medyo matagal pa tapos ako wala. Kahit text man lang, pang cheer up lang. Whole day wala akong natanggap. Tas ang daming beses kong tinext, kung makareply sya parang inis pa. Wala naman problema sakin kung walang signal, pero yung way ng pag text nya or yung reply nya parang walang pakialam, wala talagang balak magtext. Kung di sya pwede makipagtext, fine walang problema. Pero sabihin nya hindj yung iiwan nya nalang ako sa ere ng ganun lang.

Salamat sa suporta. Sobrang nakatulong. Sobrang naramdaman ko importansya ko sayo.

I wanted words but all i heard was nothing