#81days

gonna do some other fun tasks instead tho <3

read lovebot

get a @abigailhils book

plot out the next chapter or two of swimming in endless oceans

build an epic interview with the vampire wordcrawl (+ spreadsheet)

workout lol

it’s amazing how one person can change millions of lives 🧡💛.

• @taylorswift- 81 days <3

• @taylornation- 81 days :)

day six update !!

guys today went SO good!! i wrote two chapters, really one super long angsty scene, and it made me cry a bit in the best way.

i wrote 5794 words of an angel walks into a bar today, and the novel itself is at 11294 words overall.

a lil un-edited snippet from today:

"Can you see him now?" I nodded, and pointed at the tree. Sebastian looked, but there was no hint of recognition in his eyes. The confirmation that Jacob really wasn't there, that this wasn't all just some big mistake, made me cry some more, and I had to bury my face in my knees to hide it. "Angel," Sebastian sounded sad, and I didn't want him to be sad. I rubbed at my face. He shifted closer to me and stroked my back. "Stop it. How many times do I have to tell you that I don't mind if you cry before you believe me?" I made a sound. I wasn't really sure what it was meant to convey, but I made it anyway. Sebastian kept stroking my back, and I kept crying. "I don't know how there's any more water left in me to come out." "We'll pump you full of water and then you can cry as long as you need." I turned my head so I could look at him. "Stick a hose in my mouth until I'm full like a balloon." "Exactly." He poked my nose. I almost smiled. "I can look up how he died, if it really is online and you would rather I find out that way. I can also never look it up, if you don't want me to." The thought of Sebastian watching those videos made me feel sick. "Don't." "Alright," he leaned down and kissed the top of my head. "Thank God. You're cute, but I'm not sure you're cute enough to make me the kind of person who watches True Crime Youtube."

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day eleven update !!

oki after a bunch of busy days i finally got some more words down for angel! these scenes have been playing in my mind for days, thank god they have finally been caught and bottled up like they deserve.

drowning has still seen no progress. i'm currently unsure whether or not i want to write drowning to be A Book or to write it as necessary backstory for me to be able to write angel well. things to contemplate.

i wrote 2314 words of an angel walks into a bar today, and the novel itself is at 13608 words overall.

a lil un-edited snippet from today:

Billie had this real ability to look at you as though you were dirt. It would have bothered me a lot more if her opinion of me meant anything, but it still bordered on withering. "I'll spell it out for you. That boy is completely and utterly, in every conceivable way, incompetent when it comes to basic household tasks." "Not just incompetent. Creatively incompetent," Kavi said. "Hilariously incompetent," Mattie said. Smudged eyeliner burst into spontaneous laughter. "Oh my God." "We might not have much in this world, Sebastian, but what we do have is the daily joy of watching Caspar Jones fail at completing basic household tasks. Do not ruin that for us by doing a stupid, irritating thing like, I don't know-" "Teaching him to complete the tasks," Mattie interjected. "It's so fucking annoying. Do you know how much interference we have to run when guys do that? Antonio tried to teach him how to fold his socks together properly and I had to gaslight him so fucking hard to get him to go back to the old stupid way."

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