#80822

I will love a man so much I feel literally sick to my stomach when he stops paying attention to me for a second. I'm so afraid that he doesn't love me I need constant validation that he does. I'm so afraid that he's only here because he pities me. I'm so scared that he's getting bored of me. I'm terrified one day someone else will come along and steal him from me. he's literally more important to me than food and water, to the point where i have literally starved us for days just so i wouldnt have to stop talking to him. I would die without him.